I have been a med surg nurse for 20 plus years. I worked at the same hospital for 20 of those years. I was terminated because I simply cannot keep up any longer. I have accepted and learned CPOE. med scanning,computerized charting, etc. BUT...I cannot go completely "paperless" and always chart in "real time" . ( just to mention two out of many gripes).
The last year of my employment at this facility that I loved and grew up with, changed administration when 2 new hospitals opened in the area. During that time most of us "older" nurses (highest paid) either mysteriously left or retired early after years of employment, all being replaced by new grads. No offense to new grads, you are very much needed and have been trained in the new ways.
I feel like an old dog being kicked to the curb. I am a good, caring nurse. Spent "too much time with my patients". Forgot twice to document if smoking cessation education was given and no flu and pneumonia vaccine status documented. That won't happen again!
So what if I was trying to keep my patient from coding trying to get a transfer to ICU all by myself while all the docs and charge nurses and supervisors were at their morning meetings and not responding to pages "in a timely manner" sooooo... I didn't chart or give all my meds in that "timely manner" many times and have been doing the same since I was a new nurse. That is fact and I'm sure many of you will agree you've had to do the same.
I guess I just don't know how to be a nurse any longer. Can anyone relate to this?
I don't know what to do. I can't retire (lost most of it in the '90's) and had to live off the rest when I lost my job. Its a dog-eat-dog world out there and new nurses are in demand. I am 53 years old and never thought the career of my dreams would end up this way.
I do start a new job in a LTC facility next week. Maybe this will work out. I'm too old and poor to go back to school now.
My greatest advice to all you new nurses is, hang in there and take good care of me when I need you, and start putting in a lot for your retirement right from the start. I truly have been traumatized to the point I feel incompetent and I know that is not the case.(PTSD)
Please help me guys! I need feedback!