I am so freakin stupid, I have been at my med-surg job for like a year and a half. I decided to go for this OR position to get off of nights.All the while my husband has been doing a job search. He did find a job:yeah:However now I need to work at night so I can pick our son up. We were initially going to get a sitter but it did not work out. So now I look like a fool going back to the person I approached about a position and tell her I changed my mind.She will never consider me for a job again probably and will be pissed. I am so freakin pissed. just needed to vent I guess.