I Hate People (my rant)

[AlyaMF]

The Sum Up:

Why I hate people in general (reasons why):

*When they stare at me for over 3 seconds for no apparent reason! Especially, when I'm trying to eat a subway sandwich or something and they just feel the need to watch me eat. Or when I'm trying to fix my hair in a portable mirror and they just feel the need to glance at me more then twice. Once should be enough because it's rude!

*When they walk so slowww in front of me to the point where I just want to push them. Because I am a very impatient person to the point where the littlest things tick me off if it's not fast enough.

*I hate when people tries to start a conversation with me! So I just smile and nod my head and hope that they get the jist that I don't want to talk. And it's not even people in general, it's actually because I'm a bad conversationalist!

Why I dislike kids:

* I don't necessarily hate them but I do force myself to be nice as possible to them. However, I really don't like interacting with children unless it's to hold a baby.

*I don't want kids until my late 30s. Go figure. And I especially don't want to get married because every relationship I get into it only lasts for about 3 months because I love being a loner. If I'm going to work seeing people then I would like to come home and see no people.

But I love animals (I have 4 dogs)! However, I just don't see myself working with animals in the future because I would love to keep my hands in tact.

And no guys I am not trolling. This is really an everything for me and it's the reasons why it is so hard for me to commit to nursing. And I actually have an appointment set up with a therapist July 18 before I go off to nursing school and it's to find out why I really act this way.

So I just wanted to make this thread because after scrolling Allnurses for the last two days I find that threads like these are not common but their are people out there who is just like me and wants to go into nursing. I want to be a nurse because I find that I really like helping people and kids at their weakest points but other than that I hate people.

[psychnursie]

schizoid

[noelly10]

I curse at these people in my head but like I said I can be so fake when it comes to being nice.

You are not making your case any better.

[AlyaMF]

It's the Florence Nightingale pledge...every nurse pledges it when they graduate. It's actually pretty disrespectful if you don't pledge it when you graduate.

That is so wrong on so many levels. Why should I have to pledge to an entity?

[noelly10]

That is so wrong on so many levels. Why should I have to pledge to an entity?

Oh my. Okay, I think I'm done here. If you don't want to do anything that is in the description of being a nurse, you should think of another career option.

[jojo489]

That is so wrong on so many levels. Why should I have to pledge to an entity?

It's a tradition.

Do you disagree with "one nation, under God" in the pledge of allegiance too?

[AlyaMF]

I was home schooled all my life so I was never required to pledge to a flag.

[Pangea Reunited, ASN, RN]

It's the Florence Nightingale pledge...every nurse pledges it when they graduate. It's actually pretty disrespectful if you don't pledge it when you graduate.

I never did. It's not required ...at least if you skip the ceremony.

[noelly10]

I never did. It's not required ...at least if you skip the ceremony.

Never said it was required. And obviously you don't say it if you arent there. But if you stand there in a crowd full of people and they are all saying it and you're standing there with your mouth shut...I don't think that looks good.

Okay, over that derailment.

[jojo489]

I was home schooled all my life so I was never required to pledge to a flag.

Maybe that's why you have trouble with people? I'm not trying to be a jerk or anything but the few people I've met who have been home schooled (and I'm not trying to make any sweeping generalizations here) have had trouble with and disliked social situations because they made them nervous...they just weren't used to it.

Just curious...for college, did you do your prerequisite courses on campus or online?

[Pangea Reunited, ASN, RN]

So I just wanted to make this thread because after scrolling Allnurses for the last two days I find that threads like these are not common but their are people out there who is just like me and wants to go into nursing. I want to be a nurse because I find that I really like helping people and kids at their weakest points but other than that I hate people.

You don't sound hateful to me. If you were, you wouldn't be voluntarily interacting with people about your feelings on an internet message board. If this is all genuine, I'd describe you as self-centered ...which most people are, although to varying degrees.

[AlyaMF]

Just curious...for college, did you do your prerequisite courses on campus or online?

Neither. I got accepted into a direct entry nursing program at University of Evansville.

[AlyaMF]

You don't sound hateful to me. If you were, you wouldn't be voluntarily interacting with people about your feelings on an internet message board. If this is all genuine, I'd describe you as self-centered ...which most people are, although to varying degrees.

Yeah, I could never talk to you guys in person or you all would all like to kill me. It's actually easier to express myself on the internet and that's why I like ranting.