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Meghan,
I hope that this will be your one and only.
Coding kiddos is the TOUGH STUFF - and even experience will never change that!
I think you did an amazing job - remembered everything, played the way you have practiced and kept your cool (saved the babe) although terrified!
I think that your reaction was so normal - don't be the least bit dismayed. I've been at this a long time and I think I'll ALWAYS be a bit shaken by pedi resuscitation.
For now, the fact that the kiddo will be okay is a great reward. A blessing indeed, that you will always be a part of this baby's tomorrows.
GREAT JOB!
:)
Oh - that must have been a wicked orientation!
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I remember the one time I felt like super nurse was when we had a child code. When the experienced folks got there and the responsibility was off my shoulder, I literally fell completely apart and don't know how I finished the shift. Ever chance I could I sat down in the corner shaking and my knees were in total rebellion.
If they said you did great you DID GREAT probably.
Meghan
GREAT JOB!!
I know exaclty how you feel, you dont even know you know you **** until you have to use and and not think about it. i have done a couple things in my time that i just cant believe still.
I think the two of us need to work on our confidence!!!
FEEL GOOD ABOUT WHAT YOU DID!!
-H-
good for you! the ones who can work on auto pilot like that and save the shaking for later are the ones who make good critical care nurses.
tazzi-
funny you have said that.. my instructors during nursing school always told me i'd make a good critical care nurse - i told them they were crazy. now i work a picu step down unit... i'm close to critical care - but not going there!
So I spent all night analyzing what happened, and what went wrong.
I know there was nothing I could have done that would have prevented it. Pt was already suctioned, resp. saw pt, etc. This happened not even 2 hours into the shift.
Its funny though, I guess when it happens you are in one mode - focusing on the patient. I didnt even realize about 15 other people showed up until someone told me. All i saw was the MD, myself, and my preceptor and the RT. Thats it. I do remember hearing the mom fall apart though ...
It also took me all night to realize where the ambu bag came from!! I was so focused on changing the trach and helping the baby that I didnt realize until last night that someone actually handed it to me. I know it didnt magically appear, but I was really annoyed that I didnt know where it came from!
Ya know, it figures too - I kept saying I was petrified of having to do a code..and now I've done it. Now being on my own wont be so scary.. I hope...
Thank you all for the support and kind words, I really needed it!
-Meghan
First, congrats Meghan! It must have been rough. At the hospital I work at the aides are just like...certified compression aides, it seems like, because anytime there is a code the aides are always expected to step right in and start compressions. But the CNAs can't touch peds where I work because we're not trained or something so I've never had that experience.
Meghan,I hope that this will be your one and only.
Coding kiddos is the TOUGH STUFF - and even experience will never change that!
I think you did an amazing job - remembered everything, played the way you have practiced and kept your cool (saved the babe) although terrified!
I think that your reaction was so normal - don't be the least bit dismayed. I've been at this a long time and I think I'll ALWAYS be a bit shaken by pedi resuscitation.
For now, the fact that the kiddo will be okay is a great reward. A blessing indeed, that you will always be a part of this baby's tomorrows.
GREAT JOB!
:)
Oh - that must have been a wicked orientation!
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One time I was called by the house supervisor to "help get a patient who had fell downstairs off the floor." Ends up a pt was in cardiac arrest...first time I performed CPR. Poor guy was 96 years old. :-(
Awesome!!!! Good job!
MAN there are so many awesome nurses on this board that I wish I could be like. Reading some of these posts is so humbling. But, at least I know now what I want to aspire to be!
I know that I'd love to do peds, but get so scared that I could just never handle it.
(Well, I already do SOME peds, but I'd love to work on an all peds floor/hospital)
TexasPediRN
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i've been a nurse 2 years, never had a pedi code, let alone an adult code.
i dont know how i did it.
this was a trached baby with a plug - i didnt think i knew what to do, but i did. baby desatted to the 30s, hr in the 20's. cpr started..didnt even last 10 min, but felt like an eternity.
got told i did a really good job and was on top of everything..
but i dont know how i did it..
i know they say codes bring on an adrenaline rush- but i was just shaking for 5 minutes!! i guess its like an out of body experience- inside during bagging her i was panicking and shaking and could feel my heart pounding, but still did what i had to do.. afterwards it all came to the surface..
wow..
did i mention this was my last day on orientation? :)