I got a voicemail today from my manager telling me to call her before she left today. This always concerns me right off the bat. I am a fairly new nurse, just about to hit the 6 month mark so I'm still real paranoid about making mistakes or making sure I'm doing things right. I had a patient a few weeks back, and I remember this distinctly because she was so understanding a nice and I never would have though in a million years that she would ever have any complaints. She came in with her first kidney stone and was actually arrived to our floor before I came on. Orders were written at 6:50 pm, right before shift change. This woman was in extremely bad pain. I went in to check on her after getting report on her. She asked when she would be able to get some pain medicine and I told her as soon as the order was in I would bring her some. Being a new nurse I forgot I could override the system and get, BUT considering she IS A NURSE, and AT OUR HOSPITAL for many years, she knew I could so she suggested it. And I apologize and told her that I had never done that before so I forgot I could and that I would go get her some real quick. And I did. I wasn't even done getting report on all my patients yet, but I was happy to do so. I don't remember the specifics but as I'm told by my manager, she had IV fluids ordered and antibiotics that weren't hung until about 11 that night. Yes that's my fault, and sometimes time can get away from you when you have 4 other patients and not to mention, and pharmacy can take a while to get the medication up to the floor sometimes. I'm just in shock I guess. I always try to do right by my patients and this just took me off guard. I would just think that if I were a nurse being treated, I would have a little understanding about how busy my nurse can get sometimes considering I am busy all of the time. Just a little disappointed I guess.