I'm a new grad nurse and it was my second day of work and I was super overwhelmed with the patient load I had. I had a few ortho pts who would ask for pain medications around the clock. And I was barely finishing my tasks on time.
I basically overmedicated my one pt with Narcs because she was always in a 7 or 8/10 pain and was arousable and answered questions each time I gave her meds but I didn't do vitals each time I gave her narcs. My preceptor taught me to always take vitals but I was in such a rush to keep up with my tasks that I didn't do it and my ancillary was also swamped with their own tasks as well. She basically passed out when it's was change of shift and became unarousable when I came in to see her and had asystole for 7 sec and we had to call RRT on her. She woke up eventually and was lethargic and went to a step down unit for close monitoring but I don't want to show my face to work anymore and I feel like I lost everyone's trust and I'm nervous that I'm going to get written up, fired, or even lose my license....if anyone has experienced something similar to this? I feel like **** after what happened and I feel like I should quit my job before any other mistakes occur..