Feeling incompetent

So why am I feeling like I have lost motivation and steadfastness to go to work??

How long do you expect it to take before you feel solid?

This is not my field of expertise, but as far as I know, you are a novice nurse. Apparently some Benner character took the time to delineate stages of development for nurses.

"The Novice or beginner has no experience in the situations in which they are expected to perform. The Novice lacks confidence to demonstrate safe practice and requires continual verbal and physical cues. Practice is within a prolonged time period and he/she is unable to use discretionary judgement."

If this sounds like you, then apparently you are perfectly normal. A new grad who feels like he/she does not meet this definition is actually scary.

I am going to step out on a limb here, and presume to speak for other experienced nurses- We prefer a new grad who is scared over one who is scary.

Feelings of incompetency? We all did. School can give you the "book learning" and skills, but what you learn in school in no way prepares you for the "real world". Don't be discouraged, it will come. More and more hospitals offer (insist is a better word) a 4 - 6 month orientation program to new grads, then an additional amount of time in Med/Surg before transferring to other floors. If your does not, I would look for one that does. It could make a difference for you.

You learn to prioritize your thinking. In a given moment you don't need the pt entire hx, you need the ABC's : airway intact, are they breathing OK and are their heart rate and blood pressure adequate. OK, so they are not dying at this moment. Next, quick basic head to toe assessment. Awake and alert? Oriented? Moving all extremities? Good urine output? last poop? skin intact? IV sites intact? No blood anywhere? Good. Then basically you are using provider orders to keep all of the above in optimal condition. If you forget some basic pathophys look it up on Dr Google.

This is hugely symplifying the process, but these are the most important basics. You should be getting the most important info like hx and progress from shift report. Yes, we all want to have a complete picture of our patients, and when you have time, you can peruse the record and fill in the blanks. The point is to have an orderly process to your thinking, and not feel like every patient has this mass of medical data that you have to absorb right now.

When I first started, I thought it was such a unique feeling. I thought there is absolutely no way that's it's normal for anyone, much less a nurse, to feel like this. Those feelings slowly dissipated and then one day, after about a year, I realize I no longer felt so incompetent, overwhelmed, etc. I still had some instances where I was like "duh" when I missed little things but I no longer felt like I was dangerous. Give it time and like the previous poster said, prioritize. Good luck to you!