Ok... I'm feeling kind of green here. We went to the hospital today to orient to our first clinical site. I am on the cancer ward. Tuesday will be my first day, and I am absolutely terrified! I don't know the first thing to do! I am to go in and get a quick assessment while chatting with my patient, but I am so scared, I don't know what to look for, what to look at, or who I am for that matter! Hey guys~ does this nerve wracking feeling eventually go away? Will I get there and be all right and know what to do? What if I go in and freeze up and my brain won't function (I mean worse than now?)?
Just a big nasty fear thing I have to deal with, I guess.
Anybody have any ideas or tips so I don't feel like such an idiot when I go in? Please? Anybody?
There is MAJOR fear here... as a student nurse, there is serious major fear here.
*sigh*
Julie