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I'm so sorry for your rough night, OP. do you have debriefing available through EAP or someone at work you can talk to? Journaling can help, too. *hugs*Sent from my iPhone using allnurses.com
My charge nurse and I are extremely close, and I have spoken to her, but she's pretty shaken up herself. Not that this is healthy, but we all went for drinks after work (yes, at 8am)... But I keep having flash backs of everything... Not sure about debriefing.. I'll have to find out. Thank you so so much for your caring words... Really means a lot.
OP, I am so sorry to hear about your night. That is truly horrible. While I am not a nurse, yet, I work in an ER and on a few nights, we had had multiple codes, but never peds as we don't do peds here. It is a very draining experience for me and I'm in registration so I can only imagine how difficult it is for the nurses who are involved.
Hopefully you can find someone to talk to. I agree about calling the EAP. If there isn't something set up through EAP, maybe you could suggest it as there is obviously a need in a hospital setting.
The codes are one thing, they suck but happen. I feel for the person with the epi. I've seen worse (well same outcome although in patients that were already coded or pericode time) that were dealt with in the room and it didn't go further than the door. This situation is different of course, not only did it change the patient's life it is going to change that nurse's life. They are going to need a lot of emotional support through this. Like the others were recommending talk to staff about a debriefing, it helps some people, I used to be a CISM debriefer in my fire rescue days and it helps a lot of people. Be sure to try to include the person you said was terminated as they probably need the most intervention.
Oh my goodness! What a horrible night. This is the reason I didn't make it in the ER, it was too much for me. I agree with others, get in touch with your EAP. I have utilized EAP at my job and they are very helpful in setting me up with a counselor. I've hung EPI gtts but never had to give in a code situation. I think if you rarely give drug you are prone to mistakes. I was just thinking this could happen to me? Just for future reference.... how should the nurse have given the epi??? Should she have diluted in NS and then given IV??
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So, someone please tell me how to get past this last night shift, because I'm not sure how it's possible right now...
1st patient of the night- codes and dies.. Normally would make for a rough night in itself right? It gets worse...
Later in the shift, 4yr old CPR in progress on the way from EMS.. Broken neck caused by step parent.. Suspected sexual assault (turned into obvious sexual assault)... Didn't make it... HORRIBLE NIGHT... Oh, it gets worse..
My colleague has a pt react to contrast, says "give 0.1 of Epi" says the doctor... Nurse (for some crazy reason!) gave it IV not IM and NOT diluted... Causes pt to have an MI and after 3 hrs of working on them, dies...
How is it possible for a shift to go THAT BAD!!!!! I left work feeling completely defeated... Someone please help me to cope with this bc everything feels surreal right now...