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Yes, I did. I took a position in Dialysis, I knew I would hate it. But the money was so good, and the drive minimal. Now don't beat me up, I know there are people who love it. And that's fine for them.
For me it was the single worst work experience of my life. Deepest depression I have ever been in. I went to sleep at night praying to die, and woke up the next morning crying because I lived through the night. And I am a tough old bird.
I left, took me a year to get over it. Thank God, I am now in a better place for me.
I just took a position that I really don't want but it is necessary to get to the next level I want in management. Sometimes what you think may be a mistake turns out to be positive. It is a different story if it is a position that could put you or your patients at risk, that I would not do.
When I was a new grad I took a position on a unit that was poorly managed, had ridiculously high turnover (see training 25 plus new nurses a year), and poor morale. Although I learned an incredible amount and enjoyed the patient population, I was absolutely miserable.
By accepting the position I was able to get my foot in the door and within 6 months I transferred to another unit and could not be happier with current management and my coworkers. I did what I needed to and had an exit strategy. I knew going in that I would not be happy and tried to make the best of a bad situation.
Yes! My first day there was a living nightmare and it went downhill from there. It got to the point that when I hit the door to the ambulance bay (where we usually entered the ER from the parking lot) the first time of the day and the smell hit me I would get physically nauseous. It wasn't a bad smell or anything, it was just the association of the place in my mind with the horror of the job that I associated with that particular building.
I quit 3 months in of a 1 year contract. Gave back the bonus gladly, would have even paid them interest on it and been glad to. There was a reason they were offering a $15,000 sign-on bonus. They could take their damn money and shove it where the sun don't shine. If I hadn't had kids at the time, I would have left that first day, but I needed to get another job first.
We had a guy who came in for his first day, took one look "behind the scenes," went to the cafeteria to get a sandwich and never came back.
I've taken jobs to get the experience to get the job I wanted. And it was horrible, and I usually found out that by the time I got the "experience" on my resume, the job I was going after had changed, and what I'd put myself thru was useless.
DixieRedHead: I'm a new grad, so I'm really intrigued about your dialysis experience. That's not the area I'm going into, but I am curious why you didn't like it just for future reference in case I see a job opening. Was it dialysis in general that sucked, or just the agency you worked for? Thanks!
Gratefulprn
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Ever took a position base on money or distance etc. knowing it was a mistake but did it anyway? If so, what happened?