I'm currently in my first year of university taking pre-nursing courses for a BSN program. For several months now I've been unsure if this is really the path I want to take.
I originally decided on nursing because my goal has always been to work in the NICU, and I know the nurses spend the most time dealing with the patients while the doctors spend a few minutes with everyone. I didn't like the idea of that style.
But recently I've been debating if medical school would be more suited for me. The medical aspect of the courses I'm taking is so interesting, and I love the idea of diagnosing and treating problems instead of just carrying out orders (obviously that's a simplification and nurses do much more than that, but I've always struggled with letting others take command).
I'm also not a great people-person, and due to my disability I can get fatigued and overwhelmed fairly easily. I know that both jobs are stressful, as well as both school experiences. Is this a deal breaker? Medicine is my passion, I just don't know what path to take. If it makes any difference, I live in BC, Canada.