I always get allergies this time of year, like clockwork. It is even worse when the heaters get turned on since all the crud in the ducts set off my allergies like no other.
On Monday, I woke up with allergy symptoms (itchy eyes, post nasal drip, sore throat) and no fever. I took an antihistamine and went to work. I felt cruddy, but it was also a rough day. Went home at the end of the day, checked again, no fever. Next day rinse, repeat. Wednesday, my husband suggested I get a free covid test in my community. I thought it was silly, but sure I'll do my due diligence. I got one, mostly to prove my husband wrong. Friday I worked again, and still had the same allergy symptoms (though slightly better) and no fever.
Well today I got my result back and it is positive. Now I'm really worried because I've been around patients and my coworkers. I called Oc Health and I'm still waiting to hear back from them. I've been very good about keeping my mask on at work, hand hygiene and not getting unnecessarily close. But it is still nursing and I still have to get close to take care of my patients. I'm worried that I've infected someone. I'm worried that I'll be "in trouble" for not calling Oc Health earlier. And I'm worried that now my family will get sick.
What is most frustrating is I have no identified vector. None of my patients I've cared for recently have been identified covid. One is recovering from an ICU stay for covid, but was cleared by infectious disease for standard precautions. We have another nurse out with covid on my unit, but I haven't worked closely with her in weeks. I've also not done much of anything besides work and be home. Even grocery shopping has been on low volume hours and not much of that either.
Also I thought I had it already. I was sick in early July with flu-like symptoms. Tested twice negative and negative antibodies, but short of breath and couldn't smell anything for a month. The doc I saw said it was very, very likely I had it based on symptoms but also that I might not have had a great immune response and didn't produce antibodies. I thought I was free and clear from covid at least for a while longer. This is one of the reasons why I dragged my feet on calling Oc Health since I had already been out for 3 weeks in July with a fever that took forever to go away. I already felt like I was being reactionary from the first time since I tested negative. (Though it occurs to me now that if I did have it the first time and didn't produce antibodies, then of course I'm still susceptible. Argh.)
I'm so frustrated, and I'm angry with myself for not going through proper channels.