sad, it was my birthday today...

[9livesRN]

no body rwemember my birthday today (close relatives etc...)

i was so sad!

i even cried when i got to school today, because people that i barely know, some i only know for 4 days were singing to me, i was so impressed!!!

after they sang I got up and thanked them since they were the only ones that remembered!!!!

of course my mom and dad called, also my sister,

but my cousins, my relatives, which i was so close to... just ignored me!!!!

this is not the first year that this happened, i have been ignored since i moved here, and they will only call when they want me to buy something for them!!!

i went over myspace and saw my cousins online, and they did not say a word, so i sent all my relatives a message/e-mail or text, thanking them, and saying saince you forgot me for 5 years i am just like a dead person to you!!! although, they still rembember the dead! i hope you have a good life, and i am dead and gone!!!

it just hurts me so much, i dont have more then 5 friends here in the USA, of course i have colleagues, but not people who are really there!!!

so i counted on my family to cheer me! and BAM!

why does it have to be my birthday that people forget??? they even remember my cousin's in japan, and stayed up late to call him!!!

i gave up on them!!!

i just wish i would have a happy birthday! you know you might want to call me a whimp, but i never had a party, and never got NEVER EVER got gifs, other than mom and dad!

so...

sorry guys for venting... and for being emotional... is just that... i wish people cared a bit more...

even my bir time friends for 15+ years from brazil, got the message and deleted!!!

arghhhhhh:crying2:

[polka-dot, RN]

Happy Birthday!!!!!! Lots of people here care about you...now turn that frown upside down :-)

[medgirlRN]

Althought it comes a little late and I don't know you personally, I wish you a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

:monkeydance:

[back2thebooks]

:whck:happy birthday (belated)!!!

[PurposebyDesign]

Hi csantos

Believe me I know how you feel . My entire family and friends are in South Africa. I've been here in the U.S 4 years now and I too have my lonely days. And it is hard. I only have one best friend back home and my husband here in the states (he's American) ,but most of my friends here are my church family. And because I go to school at night and work 40 hrs it can get a little hectic and dont get to see them other than going to services sometimes.

When your away it is so much easier for people to forget about you. The only people I keep in contact with is my family back home and my friend (best friend from high school).

But keep your head up. the most important people in your life is your wife and immediate family. (this is what I came to learn)

Happy belated birthday! :w00t:

[xlilchatonx]

I know it's late, but hey.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

I know exactly how you feel, this past year I didn't get birthday wishes from anyone in my CLOSE family until around 5PM... I was SO mad and hurt. I couldn't believe it. And you know what, I've stopped reminding people that my birthday is coming up to see if they remember or not. Ugh, And of course it was great to see that people who had not seen me in YEARS wished me a happy birthday (facebook tells when it's your birthday) but still.. they don't even talk to me and they took the time to wish me a simple "Happy Birthday" anyway just because they saw that it was. Mhm. It's amazing how the people YOU care about the most let you down.

[mochabean]

I'm sorry to hear that, Csantos! Pretty soon you'll be on your feet and the next thing you know everyone is going to remember your birthday. I agree with sunray12, count your blessings! And happy belated birthday!:cheers::balloons::bdck::clpty::shbdy::shbdy:

[Luv5Cats]

Happy belated birthday!!! :bdck: :icon_hug:

[WorkinTheStreets]

Hey Bro....Happy birthday. While at work this week I will treat myself to some churrasco in your honor! Of course I will have to stop down the street and get some Merengue de Morango to wash it down as well. Cheers! *wine