I've worked L&D at a small community hospital (
Anyway we had a tragic event, a uterine rupture and a newborn death. It totally freaked me out. I was there when she came in, but not when it happened. I've always loved my job but now its different. I have been applying to insurance jobs, utilization review jobs, research jobs, although I have NO experience in these matters. I've thought of hospice or home health or anything considered less risky and less scary. This wasnt the first tragedy we've had but this one seems worse, or I've taken it worse. I keep thinking that I want a 7-3 job, no hollidays, no WE, non-clinical, something CALM. I've never wanted a desk before EVER. Help! Has anyone else felt the same way? I am trying not to make a rash decision but I still keep applying to other jobs. Does this make sense???????????