You Don't Know You're . . . Beautiful?

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I just completed my first week of nursing school (BSN program), and I am exhausted. I have lists surrounding me detailing numerous reading and ATI assignments. Dosage calculation exams and skills check-offs are approaching. My legs and feet are aching, and my hands are numb from all the note-taking I've done over the past week. I may have lost a pound or two, because I've barely had time to eat. Nursing school is definitely difficult and time-consuming, but I absolutely love it!

The thing is, I have learned so many things about nurses that I didn't know before starting nursing school. Sure, I researched nursing for a few years before taking my first A&P class, and I even followed around some RNs for a few days. I knew about the common things like med passes and foley caths, but I only had a vague idea about nursing diagnoses and the nursing process. Now I know why nurses must practice and perfect critical thinking, time management, and seamless coordination. Now I know why nurses are so much more than "doctors' handmaidens," up to their elbows in sputum and bowel excretions (though, as the saying goes, certain smelly things happen).

I excitedly explained (or attempted to explain) assessments, diagnoses, and interventions to my family, and I think they understood a little. (My reference to "ADPIE" was met with blank stares.) But they don't really know, and they can't know. Only a nurse knows the importance of her or his job. Only a nurse knows how much time and planning and sweat and tears are put into her or his work. Beyond the skills, the charting, and the medications is a vast amount of knowledge, critical thinking, dedication, and experience.

I certainly understand that at the moment I'm living in a puffy cotton candy world of guidance by clinical instructors and RNs, that I've never spent 12+ hours balancing multiple patients, and that, at this point, I haven't even brought a patient a glass of water or written a care plan. But now I understand that nursing is so much more than anyone out there in the non-nursing world even knows or imagines. And I don't feel like I need to run outside with a sign and pamphlets to make people understand what nurses do. Actually, I feel like the true essence of nursing is tucked in close, a treasure that only a brave and daring few know about. I'm actually excited to wade through the hard assignments and late nights and long clinical days to experience that treasure for myself.

To every nurse who has ever cared for me (and there have been many), and to the nurses reading this now, each one of you is an amazing person, and I thank you for your dedication and perseverance. You care for your patients in spite of the harsh realities of your job, the rude coworkers, the not-so-great managers, and the brutal hours. Really, you don't know how beautiful you are.

(Yes, the title is a reference to a One Direction song. And I'm okay with that.)

You Don't Know You're . . . Beautiful?

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