The Patient I Failed - page 5

She knew what she wanted. She'd watched her husband of 52 years die on a vent, and followed his wishes to remain a full code. But she knew that was not what she wanted for herself. So, she... Read More

  1. Visit  Mermaid in the Sea profile page
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    sorry to hear that about your grandmother i know that losing someone you love is really difficult, but thank goodness the right choices were made!!
  2. Visit  skwlpn profile page
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    Just beautiful....
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  3. Visit  namaste_71 profile page
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    What a sad and beautifully written story. If I am ever facing the end of life in a hospital ICU, I hope I have a nurse with a heart like yours.
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  4. Visit  FLOBRN profile page
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    So sad but so often true.
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  5. Visit  nerdtonurse? profile page
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    My goodness! I had no idea I'd win. Thanks for all the votes.

    And I've taken up the suggestions, both public and private, that I do something with this, and I've sent it to Reader's Digest.

    Thanks again!
    neenan242, pyriticsilence, june42, and 6 others like this.
  6. Visit  Anna134 profile page
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    had me in tears thank you so much for that story
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  7. Visit  marsuz profile page
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    I couldn't have expressed that experience better, even though I've lived it many times.
    I was fortunate enough to stay with my mother at home during her passing and able to continue her comfort measures despite my siblings' protesting.
    Today is the anniversary of that day. Thanks!
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  8. Visit  Bill Levinson profile page
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    Re:

    So, she wrote a Living Will, had it notarized, gave it to her personal physician, told all her friends and family what she did not want. She wasn't eligible for a DNR, as she was a healthy 89-year-old, but she knew what she wanted.

    "I do not wish my heart to be restarted through usage of any
    chemical, mechanical or physical intervention..."

    Of her 6 children, one fought against her mother's decision, and it was this child, this one desenting voice, who found her mother collapsed on the kitchen floor.
    As far as I know, the initial decision to perform CPR was correct. A living will applies only if the patient is terminally ill or permanently unconscious. Some states prescribe a period of time in which death is expected to allow invocation of a living will. In Pennsylvania at least,

    http://www.aging.state.pa.us/aging/l..._brochure1.pdf

    The advance directive or living will declaration
    becomes effective when:
    * Your doctor has a copy of it; and

    * Your doctor has concluded that you are incompetent and either in a terminal condition, or in a state of permanent unconsciousness. For terminal conditions or permanent unconsciousness, a second physician must confirm your doctor's conclusion.
    Since the woman in question was neither terminally ill nor permanently unconscious when she collapsed, paramedics would have attempted to revive her even with a living will right in front of them. On the other hand, it sounds like the living will should indeed have taken effect after the efforts in question failed to prevent irreversible and terminal brain damage.

    I went through a similar situation in which my father, who had Lewy Bodies' disease (per autopsy), stopped eating and drinking. I was going to have a feeding tube put in because I envisioned him being hungry and thirsty. (The subsequent Terry Schiavo case certainly reinforces this perception, although I understand that they would not offer her liquids by mouth either). Also, his living will said only that he wanted to refuse CPR and artificial ventilation, not artificial nourishment.

    (Perhaps fortunately) he died before I could act on the feeding tube. Furthermore, none of his doctors ever pronounced him terminally ill, so I am not sure I could have even refused CPR or ventilation on his behalf. One ER doctor (he was taken there after being unresponsive in the nursing home) asked whether I wanted anything done if his heart stopped, and I told him I had no idea because he had never been pronounced terminally ill as my state's living will law requires.

    Although in this case it sounds like a family member was indeed an obstacle to the patient's wishes, the doctors also have a responsibility to make it clear (in writing) their belief that heroic treatment will only prolong the dying process. This is a legal requirement in my state.
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  9. Visit  Lorie P. profile page
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    thanks for a beautiful story and sharing what it is like for us! the very ones that tkae care of these type patients.
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  10. Visit  frenchfroggyRN profile page
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    Thanks nerdtonurse, that was a wonderfully written piece, it brought a tear to my eye. I have been in your shoes more than I would like, it is always hard to see a family member go against the patients wishes, it makes me so mad.
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  11. Visit  CountyRat profile page
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    Quote from nerdtonurse?
    My goodness! I had no idea I'd win. Thanks for all the votes.

    And I've taken up the suggestions, both public and private, that I do something with this, and I've sent it to Reader's Digest.

    Thanks again!
    Thank you. You are speaking for many who you will never meet. Keep writing, and keep sending what you write to publishers! I really, really mean it.
    june42 and nerdtonurse? like this.
  12. Visit  Grace Oz profile page
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    Excellent article and a very deserving winner!
    CONGRATULATIONS!
    RyanSofie and nerdtonurse? like this.
  13. Visit  elsabelles profile page
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    I feel absolutely sick. Am I horrible for being grateful in my belief that karma will one day come back around to that daughter??
    RyanSofie and nerdtonurse? like this.

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