Hi everyone, I'm a mom of two my little ones are one year old and a newborn, yes they are very close, I gave birth just weeks ago,not even a month,still recovering and getting my strength back ,having babies being very close means I am dead tired all the time I feel like a zombie walking most of the day.Im up all day and hardly get good hours of sleep but very happy and thankful still, The only thing is I cant ignore the fact that my test date is coming in 20 days which is also my att expiration day and it bothers me.I haven't fully study and don't feel prepared at all,This test is something serious and i know i need to study and to do that i need to invest time and effort to really put myself together, be focus and absorb all the knowledge but no matter how i want to do it i cant coz im just so tired and don't have energy to do that coz i get very exhausted. I don't know if I should just let it go or try to sit on the test not prepared. My father ( family priest ) told me to let it go and not to be too hard on my self, and take one thing at a time and for now , that is to be a mom to my wonderful babies which is GOD has given me, He mentioned that this is what the lord gave me and should live by the moment and treasure each day with my babies, which i agreed on I believe and know that I don't wanna miss any chance to be the best for them coz they will only be kids one time, Once they grow up thats it.. I know the test will always be there and if its meant to be its meant to be, At the same time other family member tells me that maybe I should just try it since i already paid for it eventhough chances are very slim its like going to war without a bullet and suicide. I don't think my gut can take it and sit on boards without a clue on what Im reading and answer to pick... I might blame myself forever when i find out I fail and couldn't do anything bout it, having a baby is something you cant predict and a huge blessing and I embrace everything about it this is God's gift which I am very thankful for. Any advice with be appreciated thanks!