I'm feeling kind of upset about something that happened at work and wondering if I should be upset or if I'm just being too sensitive. I graduated from nursing school last December and passed NCLEX in February. As you know, the job market isn't so good, so when I was offered a part-time position at the LTC facility I had been working at as a CNA while in school, I took the job. I really need a full time income, so I said I would like to pick up as many extra shifts as possilble and if any full time hours because available I would be interested in taking them.
Anyway, in June one of the full time day shift nurses went on maternity leave. To make a long story short, she had multiple complications with her pregnancy and the baby, so she was on bed rest for a while and they baby was premature, in the NICU, and had several surgeries. Since I was always looking for hours, the DON asked me if I would like to take over that nurse's hours while she was on maternity leave. I said yes. Months went by and there was no word on when/if the nurse I was filling in for was coming back. I had asked periodically about how long she was planning to be on leave and no one ever seemed to know. Today I came to work and there was an internal job posting up for the hours I have been working. Apparently the nurse I was filling in for has decided not to come back to work.
I understand if it is the policy that the hours have to be posted and everyone given the opportunity to apply. However, I feel like since I have been working these hours for the past 6 months, when they were posted someone should have said something to me like "Hey if you're interested in keeping these hours you should put in an application." I did put in an internal application for the position today. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that I get the position since I've been working it for the past 6 months.
Am I right to feel a bit miffed about the whole thing, or do I just need to get over it?