I will try to keep this brief.
I am in the midst of battling some personal (marital) problems that, quite frankly, my current job and shift (nights) have only seemed to exacerbate. I will not elaborate on them here but things have gotten pretty bad. I have quite unexpectedly been offered a position locally with much better hours and willing to accomodate my school schedule. It is a godsend and feel like if I can get a more stable schedule and be there more for my family, then we can begin a mending process.
I tried to give notice to current manager (who is aware of the problems I have been having)...was to give 2 wks, explaining in my resignation letter that I would like to give longer but due to compelling personal factors I did not feel as if I could give longer and that family had to come first. My manager stated that we are going into holidays and she is going to have a problem staffing - that if I do not stay until Dec 2 then I will be a "do not rehire" at that facility.
I feel as if they are just treating me as a warm body! I do not want to do anything to jeapordize my career...but I so desperately am ready to begin some healing at home. I really need to be there with my girls at night and on weekends.
In 2 more years I will have my FNP anyway and so I dont anticipate needing to return to this facility...but still am afraid of a "black mark"...
I really thought I would get more understanding than this...I did not ask to be placed in this situation. what do I do?