oh trust me I beat myself up pretty badly. But I force my self once I get into my car it stops. Yes I made a mistake, next time i do this but that is it. I can't beat myself up all day because then I will drag everyone around me down and I couldn't bear that. Plus when I did that in nursing school
, the stress manifested itself in physical symptoms. It was not fun.
My expectations of myself are very high, but I had great instructors that showed me my limitations. My body also showed me my limitations. LOL I think those two showed me alot and I am grateful because that prevents me from being too hard on myself. I can't worry too much it makes me sick.
Yes I am still in orientation. I just started a couple of weeks ago. I have a very positive attitude. My instructor said I had a very "fresh" approach to learning. I kind of force my self to be and stay positive. I am very happy you said I hope it continues to go well for you. =D oh if you only knew.....
Don't worry this too shall pass.
You will rock the floor before you know it.
Plus, we got your back.
Us new grads have to stick together.