When everything could go wrong...it did

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I have been in this field for almost 11yrs now...10yrs as an aide and barely over a year as a nurse. I a lot of hands on experience when an older client is in their final hours. You name it, I have seen it. Today..tops them all and I just need to vent!!

Well, this morning, I arrived at work and during report, it was noted that one of my clients was now on comfort cares and that my client was pretty much non-responsive. After report, I did my walking rounds. (This is my routine, my facility does not have a policy on walking rounds. But I learned a very important lesson at one place, when I found a pt that had passed during the night and apparently gone unnoticed...) During my walking rounds, I also do several simple dressing changes and quick assessments. My client that was on comfort care was my first priority and I knew immediatly that my client wasnt going to make it thru my shift. I obtained a quick set of vitals and make sure my client was comfortable. I started my med pass and going thru my morning routine ect. At first, with the exception of my client on comfort cares, it was a pretty routine morning. Then I had a fall...:eek:. An aide was walking by a client's room, and noticed feet sticking out from the side of the bed and went to investigate and discovered the client on the floor. The aide ran and got me and when I walked in the room, my stomach hit the floor. Here was my 95lb little tiny client laying on the floor, bleeding from the head and trying to get up. Long story short...a good size lac on the side of the head and x-rays were still pending on the right hip when I left. Thankfully, the lac only needed steri strips but the client's right side of the face was already bruising..and even though the client denied any pain during ROM of the hip..I requested an x-ray anyway...just to be sure.

After I made sure my client okay, doc notified and family notified (thank goodness for cordless phones..I wasnt stuck at the desk!!!), I did a quick check on my comfort care client. I then noticed that the client's lungs were starting to fill up and I really did not want to suction my client at this point, the less invasive the better. Sooo, I called Hospice and got an order for Atropine plus an increase of the PRN pain med and requested a hold on all meds except for comfort...pain, fever, O2, anxiety..etc... and then I medicated my client. I then resumed my med pass and was able to finish it 45mins late. Not to bad considering. I sat down at the desk to work on some MD orders and charting. I was only there for about 10 mins when an aide came up to me and said that they found another client on the floor. :eek::eek: Seriously???? So, I got up and went to exam the client who fell this time. Thankfully, there were no apparent injuries. BUT, since the client was found on the floor, and the client isnt able to tell me if they hit their head or not, I had to start Neuro's. So now I have two post falls w/ Neuro's and a client who most likely wont make it to the end of my shift and its only 10:30 am. Needless to say, my noon med pass was also behind schedule. And one of my AAOx3 clients blew a gasket because I was 45mins late with their meds. Well to them I was...I still had 15mins legally to give my client their med. So I had to note the client's behavior, give a a PRN and call the family...:uhoh3: So now, most of my clients are returning from lunch and I am catching them as they go by to give them their meds. One of my clients stated they didnt feel very well, c/o dizziness, headache, nausa...so I grabbed a quick set of vitals and they were WNL...denied pain but kept saying they just didnt feel right.(Thinking stroke..but not sure) I hate it when they say that because its never good and you have no idea how to make them feel better. This client is AAOx3 as well and it bothered me that something was wrong yet didnt know what. I asked an aide to help my client into bed. As soon as my med pass was done...a whole 20mins later..I went to go check on my client and would you know...my client passed!!!:eek: So here I am trying to figure out what in the world just happen because this client was literally just talking to me and now was gone!! This client was going home next week!! As I am hanging up the phone with the family, one of my aides came up and told me that the client on comfort cares "didnt look right". So I march my way down the hall and as I walked into the room, I noticed how my client was breathing and I knew it was just a matter of minutes. There was no family around, so I pulled the curtain and sat down in the chair next to the bed and held the client's hand and prayed with them until it was over. During that time, it didnt matter to me if I was behind on my paperwork or not, if another client was upset because I was with them at that same moment. The only thing that matter was that someone was with this client at that particular moment. It was so moving and peaceful.

So despite that by 2pm, I had two falls and two deaths, I didnt feel overwhelmed. I felt like the nurse that I worked so hard to be. All of my clients...all 29 of them...recieved the best care I could give them today, but I was very glad to see the on coming nurse!!

Specializes in Gerontology, Med surg, Home Health.

I'm not trying to change the focus of this thread and I'm sorry you had such a crummy day, but someone in your facility needs to rethink the CPR policy. Either I'm misunderstanding what you wrote, or in order for someone in you facility to start doing CPR they must WITNESS the person die?? If someone is a full code and we find them without a pulse or respiration, we have to start CPR. The only way not to is if they are already in rigor or there is a doctor in the building who will pronounce them.

Specializes in LTC, Med-Surg, GP Office.

Wow!! You are awesome!!

Specializes in ER.

Ya i dont understand that code process.. you were talking to that pt a few minutes before..thats a code lol

Specializes in ICU/CCU.

I'm a little confused. An aide watched the patient die? She lay down, closed her eyes, and just died? After feeling kind of funny right beforehand? It sounds like cardiac arrest, and CPR should have been started immediately on a patient who was full code and whose arrest was WITNESSED. Do you not have access to a crash cart or an AED? I don't know what kind of facility you work in, but it sounds like you are dangerously inadequately staffed. Is this just par for the course in some places? In my hospital heads would have been rolling after the events of that day. I don't want to make you feel bad, but I would not feel satisfied in the least after a shift like that.

Specializes in Med/Surg, Neuro, ICU, travel RN, Psych.

Wow.. I'm tired just reading that. I have to agree, I don't understand that code policy. It doesn't seem right to me, that whoever happens to stumble upon a patient who appears to be "dead" that it is their judgement how long the patient has been out for. They could have just stopped breathing 2 minutes earlier, and actually be revived.

But anyways... Awesome job OP!!!

Specializes in LTC.

Let me clarify. First, I am new to this facility. If I found a pt who is like I described, then yes, normally I would start CPR. However in this facility, if the pt is found as I described and has clearly passed, then do not start CPR. Like I mentioned, its a grey area for me. My gut was telling me start CPR but at the same time, it was, in my opinion too late. The pt was just gone. I guess I cant really describe it, its one of those things where if you saw what I did, then you might understand better. And no, the aide did not watch the pt die. I did a complete set of vitals and they were within normal limits. The aide assisted the pt to bed. I finished my med pass, was about 20mins, if that long and when I went into the room,and found that the pt had passed. Turns out, according to the ME the pt had a massive stroke. The family came in this morning to get the pt's belongs. They were extremely upset and shocked, understandably so but were very gracious about the care their loved one recieved here.

We not have a crash cart or an AED in this facility. We do have an ambu bag and suction equipment. But that is about it. 95% of my clients are DNR's...if they are admitted as a FULL CODE, its usually changed within a few days.

I called my DON this morning. She has a very open door policy. I was concerned about the code policy and wanted to have her clarify things. According to her, I did the right thing and she got a full report from the ME as well.

Specializes in ER.

It still doesn't make sense to me, you said if he was in a different facility you would have started CPR. The facility should not be the deciding factor. Well If I was a pt, I would not want to be at the facility you work at now! Also, you guys should have some kind of crash cart, and AED, something! I'm sorry if I sound harsh, I don't mean to be.

Specializes in Telemetry, Neuro, Renal, Ortho.

WOW!! Kudos to you. You are Super Nurse!!

Blessedmomma, your post brings tears to my eyes, you are wonderful. I am in awe of you. All the b****ing and complaining nurses do on this site (myself included). You just keep your focus and do your job. Thank you for reminding me what it is all about.

Specializes in ER.
All the b****ing and complaining nurses do on this site.

Ya that's exactly what I'm doing

Specializes in Emergency Department.

Lol @ gold star, but seriously, thank you so much for being the nurse that you are. :redbeathe

Specializes in Gerontology, Med surg, Home Health.

I still don't get it. You don't do CPR on someone obviously dead? If your heart stops beating, technically you're dead. CPR can start the heart again so you won't be dead. Yikes.

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