So, my school has a pretty nice simulation lab. Students are allowed to schedule time in there or just practice when there isn't a class using the lab.
My concern is: I'm afraid to utilize the skills lab. I'm afraid I'm going to use something to practice that I'm not supposed to or be accused of "wasting" things or "fooling around".
For example: even though I'm FAR away from learning this skill, I'd like to practice ET intubation. Our skills lab has laryngoscopes and intubation dummies. However, since I'm not in a class that's even DISCUSSED intubation, I'm all paranoid that someone would say something about me like accusing me (again), of "playing around". Furthermore, I'd like to just take a look at all the equipment in the lab and learn how everything works so I'm not dumbfounded the first time It's introduced.
Essentially, this entire LINE of thinking prevents me from wanting to do ANYTHING in the skills lab, even anything related to class.
Does anyone else feel like this in regards to their skills lab?