I'm a nurse with 20+ years of experience. I have worked at the same home health job for more than 10 years. In that 10 years I once was out of work for 2 months because of my Bipolar disease. I had been hospitalized with a lot of med changes, and my PsycMD felt I was too "manic" to perform patient care, not sleeping enough to be effective on the job, and she took me out of work. FMLA, nobody ever said a word about it. Fast forward 5 years and I got sick again, went through a lot of med changes, and had to be out of work for a few weeks on FMLA again. I seldom have to be out of work and never do I just call out unless I'm extremely sick. I am on a SLEW of medications, but I'm a darn good nurse. If I am not "medicated" I can't work. I can't function. I take meds for ADD each morning before I walk out the door to go to work, I take antipsychotics, sleep aids and PRN anxiety meds every night before I go to bed. I have to keep myself healthy and take my medications in order to perform my job. They have have NEVER questioned my nursing skills, judgement etc. I used to be known at work for having a bad attitude and after some med changes I can see that they were probably correct. I never really discuss my illness with my co-workers or my managers. But a few months ago, I got called in by my young, power hungry supervisor. This is what happened. I got called to go out at midnight to go do a vac dressing change. We have an evening nurse that works 3-11 for these types of things but for some reason that night he did not answer his phone, so after trying to get him on the phone for 2 hours the triage nurse finally called me stating she was sorry but someone had to go. Our policy is that the patietn put a wet to dry dressing (with verbal prompting of the triage nurse) on the wound and wait for a nurse to come the next day to reapply the dressing. However, the primary nurse did not leave the patient with any wet to dry dressing supplies, so I had to go out. I had not taken my slew of "bed/head meds" yet, so I went out. It was a 45 minute drive to the patient house, an hour visit after documentation and 45 minutes to drive back home. Now it's 3AM and I have to take meds. At that time I realized I would not be able to function the next day safely, starting my day at 7am, after just taking meds 3-4 hours prior. So I left a very detailed email about the patients that would have to be restaffed the next day, and called my manager and left a message on her voice mail that I could not work that following day. She called me into her office to have a meeting with me stating she felt I called out the following day to "punish them for me having to go out late at night." I was furious. I just said to her, "Honey, you are sitting across the desk from a bipolar/ADD person that has to take medications to function, and after taking said medications late, due to work, it was not safe for me to get out and drive let alone see patients. And I'm a old nurse that does not have time to play tit for tat games" Now I take call about one night every two weeks, and because we have evening nurses it is seldom that we do get called out at night, if I do get called out late, after I've taken my "bed/head meds" I always ask my room-mate to drive me and I try to do the best that I can. I've never even thought about asking if I could be taken off the call rotation because of my disease. I just suck it up and do the best that I can. Our health insurance company requires employees to do a slew of blood work yearly and fill out health and physical forms. I waive that requirement and pay an extra $25 per pay period for "unhealthy premiums". I don't think they have any business having my health info. I have never divulged to my company exactly what medications I am on, or much about my disease, until that day.
That has been a few months and I've had no reprocussions from this. But I really did not want to tell this power hungry young manager that I have an illness. Being a "full time nurse and taking part in the on call rotation" in mandatory if you want to keep health insurance benefits. If I don't have health insurance I'd probably have to be institutionalized. I, after all these years of being a nurse never realized that they can consider you as being under the influence if you are required to take these meds to manage your disease. It is just what I have to do to funtion and be healthy.
What can they do to me? What should I be doing? Should I ask to be taken off the on call rotation because I have an illness and have to take meds? I really have never had a problem until this incident. I read some about the employees wtih disabilities act last night. I honestly never considered myself as having a "disability"... I function quite well ON my medications, it's only when I don't take them that I get sick. Is taking these meds (adderall, xanax, seroquel, ambien) really working under the influence? I really don't want to be treated any differently than other employees.
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I'm a nurse with 20+ years of experience. I have worked at the same home health job for more than 10 years. In that 10 years I once was out of work for 2 months because of my Bipolar disease. I had been hospitalized with a lot of med changes, and my PsycMD felt I was too "manic" to perform patient care, not sleeping enough to be effective on the job, and she took me out of work. FMLA, nobody ever said a word about it. Fast forward 5 years and I got sick again, went through a lot of med changes, and had to be out of work for a few weeks on FMLA again. I seldom have to be out of work and never do I just call out unless I'm extremely sick. I am on a SLEW of medications, but I'm a darn good nurse. If I am not "medicated" I can't work. I can't function. I take meds for ADD each morning before I walk out the door to go to work, I take antipsychotics, sleep aids and PRN anxiety meds every night before I go to bed. I have to keep myself healthy and take my medications in order to perform my job. They have have NEVER questioned my nursing skills, judgement etc. I used to be known at work for having a bad attitude and after some med changes I can see that they were probably correct. I never really discuss my illness with my co-workers or my managers. But a few months ago, I got called in by my young, power hungry supervisor. This is what happened. I got called to go out at midnight to go do a vac dressing change. We have an evening nurse that works 3-11 for these types of things but for some reason that night he did not answer his phone, so after trying to get him on the phone for 2 hours the triage nurse finally called me stating she was sorry but someone had to go. Our policy is that the patietn put a wet to dry dressing (with verbal prompting of the triage nurse) on the wound and wait for a nurse to come the next day to reapply the dressing. However, the primary nurse did not leave the patient with any wet to dry dressing supplies, so I had to go out. I had not taken my slew of "bed/head meds" yet, so I went out. It was a 45 minute drive to the patient house, an hour visit after documentation and 45 minutes to drive back home. Now it's 3AM and I have to take meds. At that time I realized I would not be able to function the next day safely, starting my day at 7am, after just taking meds 3-4 hours prior. So I left a very detailed email about the patients that would have to be restaffed the next day, and called my manager and left a message on her voice mail that I could not work that following day. She called me into her office to have a meeting with me stating she felt I called out the following day to "punish them for me having to go out late at night." I was furious. I just said to her, "Honey, you are sitting across the desk from a bipolar/ADD person that has to take medications to function, and after taking said medications late, due to work, it was not safe for me to get out and drive let alone see patients. And I'm a old nurse that does not have time to play tit for tat games" Now I take call about one night every two weeks, and because we have evening nurses it is seldom that we do get called out at night, if I do get called out late, after I've taken my "bed/head meds" I always ask my room-mate to drive me and I try to do the best that I can. I've never even thought about asking if I could be taken off the call rotation because of my disease. I just suck it up and do the best that I can. Our health insurance company requires employees to do a slew of blood work yearly and fill out health and physical forms. I waive that requirement and pay an extra $25 per pay period for "unhealthy premiums". I don't think they have any business having my health info. I have never divulged to my company exactly what medications I am on, or much about my disease, until that day.
That has been a few months and I've had no reprocussions from this. But I really did not want to tell this power hungry young manager that I have an illness. Being a "full time nurse and taking part in the on call rotation" in mandatory if you want to keep health insurance benefits. If I don't have health insurance I'd probably have to be institutionalized. I, after all these years of being a nurse never realized that they can consider you as being under the influence if you are required to take these meds to manage your disease. It is just what I have to do to funtion and be healthy.
What can they do to me? What should I be doing? Should I ask to be taken off the on call rotation because I have an illness and have to take meds? I really have never had a problem until this incident. I read some about the employees wtih disabilities act last night. I honestly never considered myself as having a "disability"... I function quite well ON my medications, it's only when I don't take them that I get sick. Is taking these meds (adderall, xanax, seroquel, ambien) really working under the influence? I really don't want to be treated any differently than other employees.