I'm in the process of finding a new nursing job and during a job shadow/interview I ended up fainting during a colostomy bag change. I believe my triggers were the smell, the hot room and standing for a long time not moving (as I was shadowing).
It was very embarrassing and I need a good job. The nurse I was following ended up actually catching me and lowering me to the ground, I think I lost consciousness but it was only for a couple seconds right before the other nurse grabbed me.
Normally nothing grosses me out and I didn't feel grossed out mentally in ANY WAY at the smell of a colostomy bag change, but the moment I smelled what I did my stomach got queasy and a bit later I got very very dizzy. I am frustrated that my body decided it couldn't handle the standing, heat and smell when mentally it didn't bother me at all. It feels like I'm a failure already and this just takes the cake. I've had three jobs in the past eight months, one I had to quit because I dealt with combative mentally ill residents at a State Treatment Facility that I just couldn't take anymore, another I had to resign because I couldn't give a certain shot for religious reasons and my last one I had to quit because there was nursing home abuse going on that was not being handled appropriately (I took necessary legal action and the family is aware) and then was mocked by administration for wanting to at least separate the worker in question from the resident pending conclusion of an investigation to the point where I ended up crying, twice.
Fainting has happened once before, again during an RA job shadowing where I had to stand without moving in a very hot room. I don't have any problems if I'm moving around and for two years after this first incident I was able to go into that room and not have any problems just because I was able to keep busy. Now I'm wondering if maybe this is just a sign that I shouldn't be a nurse...I think I can handle myself but then something like this happens where I literally can't trust my body. What if my hands are full, something triggers this, and now I'm the only nurse on the floor and I'm down and out? Does anyone else have this problem? Were you able to overcome it? I tried leg tightening for circulation and that might have bought me some time but ultimately if I have to leave and sit down outside the room during a colostomy bag change as my resident is laying on their bed with an open stoma...should I even be a nurse??? I don't want to hurt anybody, that's the main reason I became a nurse -to HEAL THEM. I feel so awful.
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Hi,
I just feel the need to vent a bit...
I'm in the process of finding a new nursing job and during a job shadow/interview I ended up fainting during a colostomy bag change. I believe my triggers were the smell, the hot room and standing for a long time not moving (as I was shadowing).
It was very embarrassing and I need a good job. The nurse I was following ended up actually catching me and lowering me to the ground, I think I lost consciousness but it was only for a couple seconds right before the other nurse grabbed me.
Normally nothing grosses me out and I didn't feel grossed out mentally in ANY WAY at the smell of a colostomy bag change, but the moment I smelled what I did my stomach got queasy and a bit later I got very very dizzy. I am frustrated that my body decided it couldn't handle the standing, heat and smell when mentally it didn't bother me at all. It feels like I'm a failure already and this just takes the cake. I've had three jobs in the past eight months, one I had to quit because I dealt with combative mentally ill residents at a State Treatment Facility that I just couldn't take anymore, another I had to resign because I couldn't give a certain shot for religious reasons and my last one I had to quit because there was nursing home abuse going on that was not being handled appropriately (I took necessary legal action and the family is aware) and then was mocked by administration for wanting to at least separate the worker in question from the resident pending conclusion of an investigation to the point where I ended up crying, twice.
Fainting has happened once before, again during an RA job shadowing where I had to stand without moving in a very hot room. I don't have any problems if I'm moving around and for two years after this first incident I was able to go into that room and not have any problems just because I was able to keep busy. Now I'm wondering if maybe this is just a sign that I shouldn't be a nurse...I think I can handle myself but then something like this happens where I literally can't trust my body. What if my hands are full, something triggers this, and now I'm the only nurse on the floor and I'm down and out? Does anyone else have this problem? Were you able to overcome it? I tried leg tightening for circulation and that might have bought me some time but ultimately if I have to leave and sit down outside the room during a colostomy bag change as my resident is laying on their bed with an open stoma...should I even be a nurse??? I don't want to hurt anybody, that's the main reason I became a nurse -to HEAL THEM. I feel so awful.