so our 1st year is almost up: what are your plans

I made my plans 2 months into my "old" job and got the he&& out and got a new job, doing something I love - so I didn't even wait out the first full year.....My life, my family are FAR more important that staying miserable. I'm still in nursing, have no intentions of leaving because I love doing what I do, but I had to find my place. I started out in a very well known, large for cardiac, Trauma center he&&hole. It wasn't for me. I couldn't care for my patients, I ran around like a crazy woman for 12 hours, I was exhausted, my family hated me. I spent my days off crying, wishing I could find something else. Then one day the phone rang, my old hospital had a new director, it was close to home and it was back where I wanted to be. So I left the "old" and started the "new" just 2 months after graduation from NS. I can't even begin to tell you how much I now love my job....I just had to find what was my best fit and it's my small, county hospital in the middle of nowhere - a place where I might see 3 patients overnight in the ER but I have 12 hours to help them talk to them and actually treat them. It's great and I won't trade that for anything.

The beauty of nursing, there are SO MANY ways to find what you love and what works for you.

SmileySenior-- I really feel for you because I could have written this post! I too almost have a year in nursing and I quickly learned that bedside nursing is not for me. I have struggled in the past year with the decision to leave nursing or stick it out. Many people suggest changing specialities, but I have found it so difficult to get a job outside of acute care without "experience". Believe me, it's not that I haven't tried.

Many, many times I have felt depressed and angry at myself for making this career decision. I was angry because I felt that when I entered nursing school I could have done anything. I graduated as valedictorian of my high school class and I felt like my whole future was wide open at that time. And then I worked so hard to do well in nursing school for a career in which I am lucky if I get bathroom breaks. Nursing is just not what envisioned it to be for so many reasons.

As time goes by, I am finding that the nursing tasks and skills are getting easier. The frustrations of the job and the things that I don't like about nursing remain though. One thing that has really helped is that I am now working part-time instead of full-time. I also remind myself that this is temporary and I will not be doing this for the rest of my life. I am no longer angry at myself because I know that I can still do anything that I want, it is just a bit harder now that I'm older and married with responsibilities. Nursing has been a great life experience for me and I really do enjoy caring for some of the patients.

I still don't really know where I will be in 5 years, but for now I am moving forward with my plan to get an MSN and become an FNP. This is why I originally went into nursing. I am still sometimes concerned that I may not enjoy being an FNP because I do not like bedside nursing, but I have shadowed a few FNPs and I believe the role is much more in line with what I am looking for in a career. If I find that I do not like it though, I will not stay in a career that I don't enjoy. Life is just too short for that and that is one valuable lesson that nursing has taught me!

working.. to help my cash flow problems!! lol

Nursing can be hell. But it can also be the most amazing job in the whole world. I feel for ya'll that are having a bad time... I hit one year this month. A lot of my friends from nursing school are in similar situations and it hurts me to hear how they are being treated by physicians, co-workers and the system in general. In nursing school we were all such strong women! Now they get disrespected, overworked and pushed to the side. A lot of them are looking for a way out. I don't know what the answer is, but something needs to change.

I actually like my job. I work at a teaching hospital where the residents are always learning from us. My co-workers are supportive (for the most part) and we help each other when the going gets tough. It seems like the craziness comes in waves... some nights I fall into bed and wish I could just die. I hate nursing, etc. But then I'll get a chance to be therapeutic with a family, or handle a high-acuity patient and it reminds me why I chose this career. I keep those moments in the back of my mind. The other night was nuts ~ we were 3 nurses with 2 patients each, then we got 2 new admits back to back. One was a 7 month old child abuse case, then a 28yo whose psycho roommate poured boiling water on him. A vasopressin drip ran out on a critical patient and there were no supplies on the floor to make a new one. Very stressful. Luckily I had an extra for my patient, so I took it and hung it on him. Yes, wrong patient ~ but what was I going to do. The night continued in that fashion. I was fed up to here. But then one of my patients, who had never attempted to speak before (trach collar), grabbed my hands when I was by the bed, held my hand, looked me in the eye and mouthed "I love you." It made the rest of that crazy night worth it. Nursing... who came up with this mess

As an aside, I'm also 2 semesters into doing an FNP, MPH (dual-degree). I love my NP clinicals and the insight I gain from public health. There is a lot more professionalism in the NP world and I love that I get to have the critical thinking & patient relationships without being in panic mode. It's busy, but not busy like nursing! This is something I could do for the rest of my life. I hope you find where you fit. It's a big world out there... life is too short not to follow your dreams.

Take care of yourself!

Nursing can be hell. But it can also be the most amazing job in the whole world. I feel for ya'll that are having a bad time... I hit one year this month. A lot of my friends from nursing school are in similar situations and it hurts me to hear how they are being treated by physicians, co-workers and the system in general. In nursing school we were all such strong women! Now they get disrespected, overworked and pushed to the side. A lot of them are looking for a way out. I don't know what the answer is, but something needs to change.

I actually like my job. I work at a teaching hospital where the residents are always learning from us. My co-workers are supportive (for the most part) and we help each other when the going gets tough. It seems like the craziness comes in waves... some nights I fall into bed and wish I could just die. I hate nursing, etc. But then I'll get a chance to be therapeutic with a family, or handle a high-acuity patient and it reminds me why I chose this career. I keep those moments in the back of my mind. The other night was nuts ~ we were 3 nurses with 2 patients each, then we got 2 new admits back to back. One was a 7 month old child abuse case, then a 28yo whose psycho roommate poured boiling water on him. A vasopressin drip ran out on a critical patient and there were no supplies on the floor to make a new one. Very stressful. Luckily I had an extra for my patient, so I took it and hung it on him. Yes, wrong patient ~ but what was I going to do. The night continued in that fashion. I was fed up to here. But then one of my patients, who had never attempted to speak before (trach collar), grabbed my hands when I was by the bed, held my hand, looked me in the eye and mouthed "I love you." It made the rest of that crazy night worth it. Nursing... who came up with this mess

As an aside, I'm also 2 semesters into doing an FNP, MPH (dual-degree). I love my NP clinicals and the insight I gain from public health. There is a lot more professionalism in the NP world and I love that I get to have the critical thinking & patient relationships without being in panic mode. It's busy, but not busy like nursing! This is something I could do for the rest of my life. I hope you find where you fit. It's a big world out there... life is too short not to follow your dreams.

Take care of yourself!

Wow! I hope I feel as at ease as you sound in 6 more months (my one year mark). I've managed to find something of a comfort zone, but not as much as I would like.

Well, I went back to school in January, and my 1st year is up in July!!

I'm pretty sure bedside won't be where I end my career, but I'm not sure about specialty...I'm in Oncology now, but Psych and Burn are interesting to me too!! Still trying to find my way (as many of us are).

I have seen where my skills are improving, and my knowledge base is growing...but I still hate feeling overwhelmed!! :trout: I know, we all have that feeling no matter how long we've been here!!

I, too, have had classmates to leave their first job, apply for lisc. in next state to work, and so forth. I would like to be closer to home (esp. now being back in school), so we'll see. Just trying to get thru the first year before making any drastic changes.

My first year is up at the beginning of June. I love what I do, adore most of my patients, but would love to advance. I want to slowly start taking core classes for a CNS grad program after my baby is born and life settles down, but I want to stay in bedside while I go through the program. Just hate the idea of staying static, though I definitely respect long term bedside veterans, I just know I need some sort of change eventually.

my first year is the best year - and thought how to build good relation ship from all nurse , doctors, worker on hospital .

but i daily routen i define from all hospital and feel that it my family and my house

Almost done with the first year. I will work casual part time now and then, but I'm done with nursing as a career. I'm comfortable on the unit, and confident of my nursing skills, I enjoy the folks I work with. But... for the amount of work and responsibility heaped on the bedside RN, the pay is pitiful, and the workload borders on dangerous at times. I have watched a lot of RNs come and go during my first year. Some left during orientation. I see new faces touring the unit all the time. If the job was worth having, the turnover wouldn't be this high.

I have to say this is very discouraging to read all these stories after all those years of hard work to become an RN. This why I will most likely go to straight to working in the OR to avoid the bedside dumping of grad nurses. I still believe nurses should have a mandated internships like physicians do, to train them properly and give them an experience of what it will really be like for them. I still do not understand how hospitals are hiring brand new grads straight into ICU's with no experience. Oh heck maybe I will just go into NICU, let see the patients cant talk, check, easy on the back, check, Patient cant ambulate, check, patients are always clean and smell nice, check, makes u feel good and warm inside, check, Ah I love being a nurse.

It will be a year for me in June. I'm planning on starting grad school next spring to become an adult nurse practitioner. It's what I've always wanted to do. I'll continue to work in critical care while I'm in school.

I wouldn't make it as a staff nurse too long. It's too stressful for me and honestly I don't think my body could handle it. I'm 23 and my back always hurts by the end of my shift no matter what I do. I wish I was stronger...emotionally and physically.

The only reason I'm still in nursing is because we have so many job options. If we didn't then I probably would be in a different profession.