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At the last stretch, I had had it. I was tired, had no sleep, and they seem to come with the most nonsense and my tolerance level was LOW. I had to give it all that I had, because the one thing I knew was that I did not want to repeat that last semester. Doing that would have been torture to my very soul.
Even for a few weeks after classes were over, we had mandatory activities that we had to participate in; exit exams for ATI to see what our chances were in passing NCLEX, graduation practice and a review course for NCLEX. The review course was for 4 days, and I remember that last day saying all sorts of insanity to make myself sit there for the remainder of the day. The last portion of the class was to cover psych nursing, and suddenly, I decided that I had enough. I made my cell phone ring, told them that something came up and I had to leave. I collected their literature, walked out and promised that I would never return again. I didn't even go to graduation (and I was valedictorian). Didn't regret not going, and did not go back. That may have been too extreme for many, but I was burned out to a crisp.
Just keep in mind that you DO NOT WANT TO REPEAT THIS...and it will be over before you know it. Give it your last cell membrane, champ and show them what you've got!!
i was burnt to a crisp.
and it just wasn't me.
my whole class was exhausted, irritable, impatient and frazzled.
i noticed that several of us were snapping at ea other.
i think it's only towards the end, that you look back at the whole, collective experience of nsg school...
and truly, fizzle out.
you're almost there.
and good job!!:balloons:
leslie
Hi,
I am also graduating in May. I feel your pain! I'm glad to know I'm not the only one feeling like that. I am beyond over the b/s... careplans, unfair test questions, 100s of pages of assigned readings, teachers who think we should live for nursing school.. I could go on and on. At the beginning of this semester, my anxiety was so bad, I had horrible insomnia (talking bearly 2 hours a night for weeks) and skipped a couple classes. I just got it together.... but I'm still so burned out. May cannot come soon enough! But then there's NCLEX and getting that first job... sometimes seems like there's no end in sight! Good luck!
Aahhhh...I remeember that feeling well. It's true, just suck it uop, do whatver you gotta and push through. Then you are done! Woo hoo!!!!
Also want to echo this:
I didn't even go to graduation (and I was valedictorian). Didn't regret not going, and did not go back. That may have been too extreme for many, but I was burned out to a crisp.
I so didn't want to go to our little ceremony but my mother flew all the way in and MADE me go.
BTW, I was 35 at the time :)))
Aahhhh...I remeember that feeling well. It's true, just suck it uop, do whatver you gotta and push through. Then you are done! Woo hoo!!!!Also want to echo this:
I so didn't want to go to our little ceremony but my mother flew all the way in and MADE me go.
BTW, I was 35 at the time :)))
My husband told me that he wanted to see me walk down that aisle, and I told him that I can wear a white uniform and walk down the steps with a candle, but that was the extent of his seeing me do this. I really hated the politics and BS that went on and just could not walk into that school one more day.
Funny enough, my best friend graduated the following year from the RN program and I went to hers. My program director (the witch...:angryfire) gave me my awards then.
In my case, they saved the "best" for last....:icon_roll
I had to take "Advanced Medical-Surgical Nursing" the last quarter of school, and it was as bad (if not worse) than I and my classmates had heard about during the previous three years. Like you, we had already had it up to our eyeballs with demanding instructors, non-stop studying, clinicals, care plans, exams, "pop" quizzes and Theses (we had to write three, in one class, alone!)
I studied my butt off and made a 78 on the final exam (75 was passing). I didn't care. ALL I knew was that I had PASSED and I was OUT of there!
I graduate in May, as well. I gotta say this semester hasn't been so bad! I am kind of enjoying it, actually, because it's been distracting me from the crazy problems I have been facing in my personal life! Also, the idea that in two and a half more months I will be done with all of this mess and moving on to new things is exciting!
May be it's because my class load isn't as heavy as others. I am taking Leadership/Mgmt, some bs class called "Senior Experience" which was created for young graduates who need to learn about relationships, sex, finances, planning career, etc...(I tried to beg my way out of that one without success, citing that my life experiences had already met the requirements for this class), Clinical Problem Solving (a review of Med/Surg, Peds, Psych, and Mtrnty), an Independent Studies class (I do 75 NCLEX questions per week and submit rationales for missed questions) and Research II (we haven't yet met for our first class).
Williss2
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Hello everyone. This is my last semester as a student. I am graduating in May if all goes well. I don't know if it is because this is the end stretch of school, but I am soo over it. I frown every time I pick up a book. I am procrastinating in my studies. I am tired yall. But I still have a little more stretch to go. What happened to my Ummph? I am currently pasing the class, but I am just not having to work as hard as the previous semesters. How did you all feel that last stretch? Were you as energetic as you were when you first began?