Congrats!!!! The chapter might survival story is nearing an end. 63 days left today.
Drug testing doesn't bother me, lab is close, I can go early in the morning and I'm in and out and I'm clean. But checking in, that physical reminder, even though I hardly drug test anymore on step down, that I'm still not free to go about my day as planned until I hit a button is beginning to really irritate me.
Green screen, green light go on with your day as planned.
Red screen, stop and rearrange your morning, pay the toll.
You would think it would be less ponderous and tension building when you're about to hit that button knowing that because you're down to once a month testing today, probably won't be the day. But, No...the early years of monitoring with the ridiculous two tests in four days sort of stuff stays with you.
Holding on, time passes no matter the matter. I know really that all I have to do is blink and this will be done.