catsmeow1972 replied to SpankedInPittsburgh's topic in Nurses Recovery
......and this where the paranoia of being followed/watched kicks in. For a while there, in the grocery store, i felt awkward just walking down the beer aisle on my way to the frozen pizzas. And I've...
catsmeow1972 replied to bgxyrnf's topic in Emergency
A number of years ago I worked in a small town ER where we had quite a lot of "frequent flyers." Sadly there was also a significant amount of drug use. We were located on the Florida pill mill...
catsmeow1972 replied to SpankedInPittsburgh's topic in Nurses Recovery
I'm an extremely introverted person and always have been. I don't like crowds. I don't like strangers touching me (especially this hugging stuff, ugh), and I'm very uncomfortable with small talk....
catsmeow1972 replied to SpankedInPittsburgh's topic in Nurses Recovery
Prescisly . So far as these programs go. Appropriate would be DAU. You pee clean. You work. You don't. You're off work until cleared by YOUR (not chosen by program) doc/shrink/addictionologist. If...
catsmeow1972 replied to SpankedInPittsburgh's topic in Nurses Recovery
Well you've got the APMA and the APA all talking about differentiation in making the idea of substance use disorders ( along with mental health disagnoses) less stigmatizing. Ideally that is all based...
catsmeow1972 replied to SpankedInPittsburgh's topic in Nurses Recovery
I continue to manually enter the meeting log online as I have always done. One of mine is a non 12 step thing that I searched out and sought approval for and has to be manually entered anyway. I...
catsmeow1972 replied to TKsprivatenurse's topic in Nurses Recovery
It's almost like child or sexual abuse accusations. Even if the person is found to be innocent, the accusation is still out there. Except with this stuff nobody is ever found
catsmeow1972 replied to TKsprivatenurse's topic in Nurses Recovery
Anyone can look at my social media all they want. All they are gonna see is 5000 pictures and memes of cats. I'm old school. My life is not out in the ether for all to see. Heck i even still write an...
Just in the last few days i have observed some downright scary opinions from some elected officials in different states that also happen to be medical professionals. In Georgia Representative Betty...
I agree that a good first step is to allow initial evaluations by an addiction specialists/psychiatrist of the participants's choice, getting rid of this bit where the program chooses the evaluator....
catsmeow1972 replied to TKsprivatenurse's topic in Nurses Recovery
Yep!! I have a feeling that my program just might be a glad to see me go as i am to see them go. I am rather a thorn in their side with calling them out on crap. They way I see it, if i have to adhere...
catsmeow1972 replied to SpankedInPittsburgh's topic in Nurses Recovery
I have to go to 3 per week It is an honor system. My Nurse Support group unfortunately does not count as one. I have a Depression/Bipolar Support group (that *I* searched out and found and lobbied...
catsmeow1972 replied to TKsprivatenurse's topic in Nurses Recovery
i have asked more than once exactly what my last day is and i have it marked. i will be watching them like a hawk so nothing strange happens like a mysterious "dilute" or "abnormal" happens in the...
It's a reasonable concern for both your safety and the safety of the rest of the staff. Sadly in this day and age there have been too many occasions of SO's showing up at places of employment and...
Rehab is not necessarily a bad thing because the are people (and nurses) that benefit from it. Monitoring is not necessarily a bad thing because there are people (and nurses) that benefit from it....
catsmeow1972 replied to SpankedInPittsburgh's topic in Nurses Recovery
Mine is actually kind of interesting in that it is a Skype type affair. Small, actually mental health focused and admittedly not bad. Doesn't totally suck and I can wear my
welcome to the world of for profit medicine. Places like this (and yes, HCA is one of the biggest offenders) do this in order to attract newbies who need that first nursing job. They get it and are...
Do you have any idea what made the positive ETG? If you actually did relapse and drank, then yeah they do have the upper hand. If it's something else and like a lab error or contaminated sample or...
I never had a positive drug screen either (or a history for that matter). I did however, have a positive wallet biopsy AKA they sniffed out the availability of straight up
catsmeow1972 replied to MrNurse(x2)'s topic in School
My cousin unfortunately grew up like this. If his mom spent half the time working an actual job as she did at convincing everyone the kid had problems worthy of an SSI check, they'd have lived quite...
To add insult to this injury, I poured my entire identity into being a nurse. Now IPN's antics have made me ashamed of what my profession can do to others. I feel like my identity of "nurse" is not...
I moan, groan and complain about the intrusiveness of these programs into our daily lives on a regular basis. We've discussed in other threads about how coerced recovery is not recovery at all. So...
I was hatched as an RN in the OR. I was a scrub tech that got sponsored through nursing school by the hospital that I worked for. When i graduated i was all puffed up thinking, hey I know surgery,...