spotangel DNP, RN, NP

ED, Tele, MedSurg, ADN, Outpatient, LTC, Peds

Chronic Care Coordinator

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  1. I am in NYC and our numbers are climbing. The first wave of "deployment" of Clinic staff to the hospital has started. Our hospitals have designated Covid units and daily we get an update on the...
  2. Op ! I hope you are feeling better mentally and physically! Sorry to hear about the health issues.Lots of good advice on the posts. My two cents---. Getting fired- they are within their rights...
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    I Got The Call! Now What?!

    When a former student of mine called me out of the blue, sixteen years ago, I was pleasantly surprised to catch up with her. She asked me for a favor. Could I look at the resume of her Cousin Dina?...
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    I Got The Call! Now What?!

    Thanks
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    Wanting to give up

    Go for it. 1- Write you name and put your upcoming credential next to it, Example-Sara Smith, LPN. Keep one where you study, one on the mirror, one in the bathroom. 2-Surround yourself with...
  6. Loving this thread---! Keep safe you all! I opted this year to keep my high schooler home all year studying remote from day one! The high school admin decided to have kids move from room...
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    Gift from the 'rona, or lamb to the slaughter?

    I would take it and learn as much as I could! Be prepared though ,to be counted in the numbers during a Covid crisis even though you are on "orientation" as we wait for the next surge. Do you...
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    Should I take the ICU leap?

    If you are looking to be "marketable" critical care areas ED, CICU,ICU,Telemetry, stepdown, NICU are areas you may want to consider. I personally preferred the ED as I got to see the run of the...
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    Unhappy in a hateful work place

    Great advice from all! Find your happiness, leave on good terms, stone wall (do not engage)them when it comes to gossip and if there is one person there you trust, ask them to be your reference....
  10. Suicide is a major issue in our country. Many look at it as a cowardly act but don’t realize the depths of despair associated with it. When one is in a whirlpool of hopelessness, anxiety, and...
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    Today, I Will Kill Myself! | This Is My Story

    Thank you Joselyne! You hit the nail on the head. Nothing is worth taking your life over! Every storm will end. You need to Trust and put one foot in front of the other and get through the day...
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    Today, I Will Kill Myself! | This Is My Story

    Thank you for being honest and open. That is the first step. You are not cursed but are struggling to learn the ins and outs of a new job which is very overwhelming in the first 6 months. You deserve...
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    Today, I Will Kill Myself! | This Is My Story

    I agree! All part of the divine plan
  14. Having worked as the Assistant Director of Nursing of a hospital and as evening manager of an ED in New York, If this situation was brought to my attention, both parties would be interviewed initially...
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    Diluting Ativan?

    I never diluted it but pushed it slow. I was flushed before and after. Just read the link below, and I was like oops! I need to dilute. CNS depression, being overly sedated over 50 yrs of...
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    Today, I Will Kill Myself! | This Is My Story

    Thanks Latha! Imagine the kids who have no one to turn to. It could be you or someone else that might reach out to help. Being others centered and less centered on self goes a long way to make...
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    Today, I Will Kill Myself! | This Is My Story

    Thanks! I am glad that we have this forum to speak freely. Painful memories always bury deep inside and need to be plucked out like weeds for healing to take place!If your friend wanted to reach out,...
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    Today, I Will Kill Myself! | This Is My Story

    I am happy and grateful to hear that! Thanks for being brave and for speaking up. I am sure your life has touched many ! Peace! ps -keeping the heavens busy! LOL! Thank
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    Today, I Will Kill Myself! | This Is My Story

    Perfect! No one can understand the journey than the seasoned traveller. The satisfaction of helping another who is struggling cannot be measured!
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    Today, I Will Kill Myself! | This Is My Story

    Thank you! I feel that @allnurses gives us a forum to be honest and I thank them for publishing this article. Sometimes you can just do one day at a time. I am glad you are alive and getting...
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    Today, I Will Kill Myself! | This Is My Story

    Thank you Joselyne for being brave and honest. I agree that most people are so involved in work and family, that it is hard to check in on each other and many signs and symptoms of burnout and stress...
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    Today, I Will Kill Myself! | This Is My Story

    Thank you for sharing your story. The one that "got away" is the one that always sticks in your mind. I am sure your instincts are always on high alert for suicidal people. I am glad your family...
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    Today, I Will Kill Myself! | This Is My Story

    Thanks Julia! I had to bring it out in the hope of helping at least one person who reads this! It will be worth it if I can help save one life or give a resource to someone who needs it desperately....
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    I Got The Call! Now What?!

    Thanks for your input! I appreciate it! I would say in reply, "Different strokes for different folks!" I am not sure if the company you hire for is for nursing. If you are recruiting, then...
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    MD saying I didn’t do something

    I think your nursing management team needs to get involved if the MD is trying to throw you under the bus. This should not be tolerated and the MD needs to be confronted with the evidence. Next time...