As a research nurse, I've been feeling the same way. Then, my institution decided to prepare for the possibility of a surge by having all nurses in the institution do online module training in case they have to be called to go back fill the positions that were vacated by nurses who volunteered for the COVID-19 team. As soon as it seemed like a firm possibility, I didn't want to go anymore. Fortunately, they are not putting anyone in a role that they do not feel comfortable with, designating several levels of care for people to be assigned. Our research patients need us too, and I just try to think that I am still helping out because my patient's needs don't go away because COVID-19 exists.