I've failed NCLEX twice. I finished school in September of 2019, took my first exam on Dec.17 in hopes of starting the year fresh and unfortunately did not pass. I used Kaplan which I feel like I learned nothing from and mark klimek which is a little outdated but did helped me remember some content. I completely blanked first attempt and dont remember absolutely nothing from that first exam, I knew I failed but was still devastated. I took a bit to myself and then tried it all over again. I set my test date for March.17 & due to covid I had to reschedule to yesterday, May 26. I was so confident this time around. I used UWorld, I even tested a high chance of passing NCLEX on their practice exam for NCLEX. I just dont know what to do now, I feel so unmotivated, I feel like I'm never going to get it. I was so confident this time and to see the words " fail " on the laptop just destroy me. I dont want to do it again, I dont know what else to study. I can tell I've made progress in my learning but obviously it's not good enough. I need help, I cant even afford to do all this, I'm lucky to have my mom and boyfriend by my side through all of this, helping me. I dont know what else to study. I did all UWorld questions, even multiple times. Anyone have any recommendations? I'm just so drained at this point and dont know what else to try..