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The nursing school application process is in full swing for me, and I'm just feeling so discouraged. I am applying to 5 different programs all the way from private 4-yr university, down to 12-mo LPN program (with the plan of fast-tracking to RN right afterward).
Basically I had a year of school right after my brother died where I did horribly. I really just should have taken some time off, but now I've got these terrible grades on my transcripts that will very likely keep me from getting into my top picks.
I find it doubly frustrating because I'm a single mom and school/work/parenthood is hard enough... I'm just ready to be in a stable place financially and doing a job I love, but I feel like every where I look there is a huge obstacle. I'm not 22 and I don't have the time to wait around for years and years to get into a program.
And I'll be totally honest here, I really feel like a loser for applying/attending a vo tech to get my nursing degree. I always had this dream of going to a good school, working hard, and being proud of it. But now I feel like I'm going to get stuck going a route where I won't be proud of my educational background at all Anybody else frustrated by this type of stuff?