nursing confessional

Not everyone can handle nightshift! It's ok but you do need to talk to your manager and tell him/her nights isn't working out and see if there is any other positions you can switch to. Be prepared for them to say no. If so, start applying elsewhere. A lot of places will let you transfer departments in only six months so other places may not think twice if you're already looking. Maybe try sticking to the nightshift schedule on your days off as well if you can. In the worst case scenario-just remember you're already half way through your year!

I am definitely NOT trying to give medical advice here (I would NOT do that, especially as that would violate the site rules) but have you considered you may be suffering from Shift Work Sleep Disorder? It can cause the irritability and depression you describe. This is an article that talks about the signs, symptoms and treatments. Avoiding Shift Work Sleep Disorder (SWD) On the Night Shift: Tips for Better Sleep

Obviously I can't say that this is definitely your problem but if there is truly no hope of getting off of night shifts maybe some of the things this article covers could be of help to you. Good luck!

I just came off nights and evenings - while I was very grateful to get the shifts (I also live in an area where jobs are scarce) I absolutely hated it also. I felt pretty much as you did - slept way more than I should have been, short-tempered and foggy feeling ALL the time. I think some people are just not able to adapt themselves to these shifts, I know I wasn't. I was able to get a full time position today with day shift hours and I'm looking forward to getting out of my funk . Since nights are harder to fill then days I would imagine you'll have to stick it out until July but I would keep looking elsewhere too in case something does come up. Good luck!

and definitely speak with your manager - it can't hurt and she'll be aware in case a position on days opens up.

I really appreciate all the feedback. I'm pretty sure I have Shift Work Disorder and should probably go get a differential dx in case a Dr's note would make any difference to my manager. I've been doing some of the things the article mentions. I've been looking for jobs but a year of experience is the standard around here. I'm also thinking of applying to Dr' s offices just to get back on a 9-5 schedule. I've committed to B complex vitamins and acupuncture, so hopefully I'll start feeling a little better physically. I was unprepared for this, it doesn't touch the exhaustion of an accelerated nursing program. It is good to know that, as one of my coworkers says, "you're not crazy, your'e just a night nurse."