So, last month, I was exposed to COVID. (Found out about exposure a few days later). Became symptomatic and shared the love with my husband. Thankfully the two of us had very mild cases. Mild headache. Mild nasal congestion. No fever. No cough. LOTS of lethargy. And I lost my sense of smell....
I know it's weird, but I feel relieved. I mean, stressing over this illness - being nurses we see some of the most horrible cases... It's been like "am I going to bring it home today"... for 8 months..... That is a lot of stress. And now I almost have a 'survivor's guilt'.
So, the vaccine will be available shortly. But, I believe the recommendations are to wait 3 months after infection... But I love vaccines. I want to get them all! More immunity! Sorry.. Just feeling silly.. But, really, my work approach is different. I now see the PPE more to protect my other patients rather than protect me. And some part of me is like "why am I wearing a mask, now"...
I don't want to be dismissive of people that have gotten sick. We've all seen those bad cases, and maybe have personal experience with some of the really bad symptoms. I watched one of mine rolled out when I was walking into a unit... But, anyone else feel some sort of relief now that it's "over" for yourself personally?