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First, thanks to anyone who takes the time to read this. I really just have to vent, and facebook doesn't give me enough room to do it in. Secondly, this is a rant, so before you jumped to conclusions and want to possibly berate me for being a baby about it, please read all of it.
I just started a 2nd degree BSN program. 1 year in length. Before the program started, we were given forms that asked which hospital we would prefer, and our top 2 choices for units (med/surg, ICU, Pedi, ER, etc.). I won't name the hospital, but my top 2 choices were ER, and then SICU. I had wanted PACU, but they said no, and I understood. However, after the beginning of the program, they then came to us and said, no one will be getting ER, PICU, or NICU (they were on the fence about NICU to begin with).
Well, today we received our emails telling us where we will be. Since ER was cut from my preferred list already, I figured I would at least get the hospital of choice or SICU. I got neither. I ended up at the other hospital on MICU. I then found out from some of the other students, that they got placed in units and hospitals opposite of what they wrote on their sheet. This bothers me a lot, because I know without a shadow of a doubt that where I want to take my nursing career revolves around emergency medicine. I was hoping to get experience in the ER as well as face time with potential employers.
Now, don't get me wrong, from what I have heard I will have the opportunity to experience a myriad of challenges working in a MICU, and I am truly excited about that. But, it is the principle of the matter. If you can't get everybody what they want, then make sure nobody gets what they want. Better yet, don't even make them want. If you are not going to allow students to work on certain floors, say that up front, not AFTER we have filled out our preferences. I understand COMPLETELY that as a nursing student I need to build a solid foundation in nursing, and that is primarily done on med/surg type floors. I agree with this wholeheartedly. That being said, our faculty and clinical facilitators should not even give us the choice of where we want to work as student nurses. This eliminates any hard feelings, disappointment, or in my case, anger.
Thanks for listening, or..um...reading. :-)