Hello
I am a new nurse, I work in state where there is definitely some prejudice, the nurses on my unit are all helpful but gossip so much its riduculous. I am so far away from home, by myself, no family close, I am fustrated going to work almost everyday because I can't stand the call bells from people who call for help for things they can do themself, the nurses whispering all night (night shift) about eachother. I don't like to hear it because if they are talking to me about someone then they will talk to someone about me right? I think so. This state is filled with rude, miserable low educated, miserraabblleee, DRY, people. I am here by myself from family, so Im terrified. I hate nursing, but I went to school for 4 years, and dont want it to go to waste. I know that some of the nurses here may like to see me go because I am younger and have a 4 yr degree complared to their 2 yr( which to me makes no difference), and because I am of different culture/race. Im breaking down everyday, and trying to just stick it through for the 9 more months I have here to get my year experience and LEAVE!!! Can someone please give me some insight on things, I am really stuck.