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The reality is, the doctors have been very patient, the CNA's are mostly very competent, and most of my coworkers are friendly and helpful. Despite these facts, I feel completely overwhelmed. There is so many things I don't know. I feel like my school was a joke to the point where I am dangerously unprepared. I've made so many mistakes and I'm only two months in. The other day, my supervisor told me to do about ten things and I didn't even understand half of what she was saying. I constantly have to ask for clarification. Especially when getting orders from the doctors. Every day I feel like I'm about to cry. I know I got more training than is typical (12 shifts) so I don't want to ask for more. Is this experience typical? I've honestly never felt so stupid as I have over the past two months.