Published Sep 17, 2012
caliheartRN
13 Posts
Soon I will be off orientation and on my own. The realization has finally hit me and my anxiety is hindering my sleep... I think about it constantly and I am scared to death. Ive been told i'll be fine on my own by preceptors, but I feel like I still have so much to learn. When will I ever feel "comfortable" going into work. When will the anxiety and sleepless days end? I go home thinking about the previous shift going over in my head if I made any mistakes... Im blessed to have found a job as a new grad but this anxiety and overwhelming transition is getting to me.
bankssarn
119 Posts
I think what you're feeling is perfectly normal among new grads. I have been working tele for 4 months and have yet to feel "comfortable" at work. From what I've heard, it takes about 6-12 months to find your groove. I also go home and review the previous night in my mind - "What did I do well, and what can I do better?" Nursing is a lifelong learning experience. Even "veteran" nurses have experiences out of their comfort zone. Once you find your niche, you'll feel much more confident in yourself.
CrufflerJJ, BSN, RN, EMT-P
1,023 Posts
AGREED!
The OP's feeling of "I still have so much to learn" is a GOOD THING. It suggests that the OP is not a over-confident type, and is looking to learn/improve.
In my case, I had the feelings of "OK...what am I going to do?" right before I entered my first pt's room after completing the orientation program to my ICU. The answer was "do what you've been doing for months."
It was still scary, but after ~6 months I "found my groove" (as you posted).
obizyanka
48 Posts
Soo...after I ready your post, I looked at my schedule and realized that today I am OFF of orientation ...ahh lol. feeling good about it, but still nervous of course, slight prolonged SOB never killed any nurse right? ;P
Thank you all for your thoughtful responses. It is going to be a rough transition, but this is what I've worked so hard for. Time to be confident with what I do know and ask questions about things I dont know. 8 weeks flew by quicker than I expected!
~PedsRN~, BSN, RN
826 Posts
It's when you feel comfortable that you make mistakes. :) Never stop learning. You got this!!!!