First off I am new here, and I want to thank anyone who is taking time out to read this, in hopes they can help me with some advice!I am a 30 year old who just finished here AS in General Studies, with a GPA of 2.3 (yes ouch). I stay home with my son (20 months old) Mon-Fri, and work 2 night a week and 12 hours on Sat and Sundays (2 different part time jobs). So as you can imagine I am VERY busy. My hubby works maybe 30 hours a week, and makes near nothing.Okay now that you have a quick bakground.The reason for my low GPA, is I wanted out quick. Just to be done so I can say I have a degree. I changed majot several times, and it took 4 years to finish. My pregnancy was a hard one, and my son was extremely ill and sick throughout his first year of life so my studies came last, family came first. SO, after all this time I had alot to think about, and after LOTS and LOTS of searching I chose Nursing. I worked as the Assistant to the DON of Nursing at a facility and I LOVEd it. I loved my boss, the patients and most of my nurses :) Unfortunately I never returned after my maternity leave. I was just accepted in the Nursing program, all my pre req's and basic courses are done except Ant & Pys I & II. However, since of my previous academic work I am not eligible for any aid, not even loans. I don't have a penny to my name. What am I going to do? I could transfer to another school (which is VERY far away) but I would be on a 2 year + waiting period, but would be able to get aid elsewhere. OR I could stay where I am and take one class at a time and try to pay in installments (which would be EXTREMELY hard to do). I was even thinking of finsing a part time job in a hospital, quit my other 2 ones which I hate...and hope they would offer tuition reimbursement after a year. I am just so down today and could kick myself hard. I thought I needed to maintain a 2.0, but it was a 2.5...I took the lazy easy way out and used my family problems as excuses to slack off. I feel like a loser. I am actually an A-B student when I actually apply myself. I spoke the Dean and she feels aweful but she already gave me chance back when I was pregnant and ended up on bed rest. Sorry so long, I am just wondering if this some sort of sign that Nursing wasn't the right choice for me? Maybe I should just stick to my orginal plan and go into my BS in Healthcare Management. Argh I am so confused and feel so alone. Thank you for listening.