I took my NCLEX-PN earlier this morning and it cut off at 85. I just wanted to scream and shake the computer screen. I felt like I didn't know anything. I have counted at least eleven questions that I've gotten wrong already and that was with easy stuff that I should have known (i.e. etiology of certain disorders like Cushings and what to assess after an epidural opiate agonist has been given and how you can tell when left sided heart failure is getting worst). I don't know what I was thinking. It's like I went blank. I mean, I graduated nursing school with the highest GPA in the class and today I felt like I didn't learn anything. And I studied. I did the 5 week course with Learning Ext. and I did questions with Saunders almost daily. I feel so stupid.
I did have about 4 math problems and at least 5 SATA and a few priority questions but the easiest ones I MISSED! I stumbled to the car with an stunned expression on my face and now I just want to cry. All of my friends have passed and their tests carried on to higher numbers. I just feel like I'm doomed. There's no way I passed the test and missed those easy questions. I am embarassed and I feel like a complete idiot.
I should find out on Friday, but I already feel like I failed. I want to crawl into a cave and die.