My thoughts. Literally. Catheter. Psych Pt. ED

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My head is still spinning. Working ED, when a 25 y/o male is referred (by his friends) for suicidal ideation. I walk pt. back after initial screening. Complaints? As pt. elaborates (over-elaborates) My jaw almost drops! Nothing he's done, but what has happened to him in the past 24/48hrs/week of his life is CRAZY! Feel totally bad for him; want to tell him that he maybe making a mistake - but it's not as though he's reporting himself...others are concerned... Yeah, sometimes it doesn't go unnoticed, but in this particular instance it would be impossible not to notice/to ignore: he's adorable. Male techs enter room and I tell them that they're not needed. Pt. is cooperative; not violent. They leave. Vocabulary is very intelligent; pronunciation (although soft and somewhat monotone) is clean/sheer; very pleasant voice. All the more so making it surreal when it is time to tell pt to disrobe. I actually say "undress." "Everything," I say, "including socks and underwear." Why did that feel so awkward?!?! This is my profession! Why am I even reminding myself of this, I wonder. I'm not being sadistic - it's not even a word in my vocabulary. So why do I feel this way? Why is it the only thing that comes to mind then/now?? Nothing. Did he hear me?? For goodness sakes (all occurring in split seconds') but it was hard enough (awkward, compelling?) for me to say it once already, now I have to repeat myself?!?! Remember: Logic over emotion. I say it again. This time: "I need you to to..." Stressing the "I need" part while staring directly into his eyes. I detached while doing so. Logic over emotion. If this sounds crazy, not two minutes ago, this individual bore his soul to me, and now I'm ordering him to strip naked with all the conviction of a Starbucks employee asking a person for their order... Yeah, it's my job. No, I'm not a psych nurse. And no, either I've not had enough experience to automatically (in my mind) consider this person a threat, or I just don't believe he is, but it's protocol. I begin to assist. I feel power. I feel embarrassed by - not the act- but for the power I'm feeling. Make it quick. Avoid eye contact. Start with non-intimate. Shoes, socks. Wow! Nice feet! Is that a pedicure?? Seriously!?! Anything to take my mind off, I guess... Why?? Because this is so surreal?? The socks must've made a connection to "socks and underwear" that I muttered moments earlier. "Oh...sorry" he said. "What?!?!" Another lightbulb/total realization. I repeat for a third time: "....everything...underwear...it's for your safety...it's our policy..." I explain. I step away, shifting my focus on fetching a gown from the corner basket. Pt. proceeds to undress himself. Male tech enters; looks at pt, then to me, then back to pt. Monumentous moment. I look at pt. Pt. had paused, momentarily, then as if succumbing/accepting the humiliation of it, continued to undress. Safe room. That's what the tech had to say. That pt needed moved to a safe room - as he grappled with his captivation. Again, I turn my attention. Look for gown, grab one, hand to pt in a manner consistent with wanting to end show. Did not notice it was child's size. CRAP!! The three of us walking through ED, down hall to safe room. Feel all eyes on pt; feel eyes on me; don't dare look. Safe room. Finally. Relief. Nothing. Empty room. Sad. Lonely. Isolation. Too small gown. Leave. It's over. Finally. Yeah, right.... Can't get my mind off. Nervous. Shaky. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!?! 15 minutes. A lifetime. Look in on Pt. Why am I staring at his bare soles? Conveyance of something... Feminization?? No, that's the damn gown! Something...something... Vulnerability?? That must be it. "Hi...how are you doing?" Feel stupid. He looks at me like I betrayed him. At least that's what it feels like. "Ok" he says. Leaving room, he stops me. "What's going to happen?" I tell him a professional, evaluation, blah, blah... "Then what?" "I don't know." "Just be honest." Later. F-you eyes with following checks. "You think I'm crazy?" "No." Off duty. Stick around. Girls at desk commenting on pt. A catheter?!?! Can't go. Urine screen. Seriously?? A damn catheter?!?! Yes! Going to facility. Led away. Handcuffs. Barefoot. Open back, too short/tight/small gown. Near naked. Still on my mind. Still thinking of him. Wondering what will happen to him..

Specializes in EMS, ED, Trauma, CEN, CPEN, TCRN.
Yes, his attractiveness definitely compounded the intimacy of the situation; but it was different from asking a patient to remove clothing, help them, or do it for them if they were unable when actual medical attention was required. Without the physical injury, it didn't feel natural, and (thinking back) I think it felt (to me) like asking him to completely undress created this superior/inferior context… Something like that… Like I either felt slightly dominant by doing so, or felt the need to distinguish myself in that role.

This is not a healthy nurse/patient interaction. You keep referring to "intimacy," which I find extremely disturbing in the context of patient care. My advice would be that if you EVER feel like this again with a patient, you should excuse yourself immediately from this care relationship. Period.

To say that I am horrified is putting it mildly.

However, as other ED nurses have indicated — safety of our suicidal patients is our priority. It is our policy to provide them with a gown, socks, etc. and to take their personal effects. There have been suicides in the ED setting, so these procedures are not negotiable. I attempt to maintain each patient's dignity to the utmost, but safety takes precedence. Working in the military setting, we see a lot of suicidal patients.

Specializes in Emergency & Trauma/Adult ICU.
More than one (three, I think) persons to reply has questioned why the patient wasn't given socks... The reason he wasn't, was the same reason his clothes were taken in the first place... I would think that would be obvious, too. Someone suggested that it was because I was still "admiring" his feet. True, they were nice, but my later mention (focus at the time) of his bare feet was in relation to his vulnerability.

I was talking about standard non-slip "hospital socks". No one walks around a hospital barefoot, for numerous reasons related to safety and hygiene.

Specializes in Emergency & Trauma/Adult ICU.

This thread is about treatment of suicidal patients in the ED. Not the woulda-coulda-shoulda that may or may not have occurred prior to the patient arriving in the ED, or the various modalities of mental health treatment across the entire spectrum of care ... just what happens once a patient presents to the ED expressing suicidality or at risk.

The baseline expectation is safety of the patient. Procedures are designed to maintain the physical safety of the patient, to allow for evaluation of what the best next steps are.

This thread is about treatment of suicidal patients in the ED. Not the woulda-coulda-shoulda that may or may not have occurred prior to the patient arriving in the ED, or the various modalities of mental health treatment across the entire spectrum of care ... just what happens once a patient presents to the ED expressing suicidality or at risk.

The baseline expectation is safety of the patient. Procedures are designed to maintain the physical safety of the patient, to allow for evaluation of what the best next steps are.

Agreed. I agree with some of the ideals expressed, but ideals are often not congruent with reality, as is the case here. I would love it if we treated mental health crises differently, but we don't.

This is not a healthy nurse/patient interaction. You keep referring to "intimacy," which I find extremely disturbing in the context of patient care. My advice would be that if you EVER feel like this again with a patient, you should excuse yourself immediately from this care relationship. Period.

To say that I am horrified is putting it mildly.

However, as other ED nurses have indicated — safety of our suicidal patients is our priority. It is our policy to provide them with a gown, socks, etc. and to take their personal effects. There have been suicides in the ED setting, so these procedures are not negotiable. I attempt to maintain each patient's dignity to the utmost, but safety takes precedence. Working in the military setting, we see a lot of suicidal patients.

Pixie.RN, I was getting the feeling that different standards were being applied in different areas so let me ask you the same question I ask Nonyvole: what happen when the person refuse to undress? How is that handled in your experience? Does the ED staff escalate?

Dany

Specializes in EMS, ED, Trauma, CEN, CPEN, TCRN.
Pixie.RN, I was getting the feeling that different standards were being applied in different areas so let me ask you the same question I ask Nonyvole: what happen when the person refuse to undress? How is that handled in your experience? Does the ED staff escalate?

Dany

I attempt to reason with the patient. I have only had one incident in recent memory in which we have had to involve law enforcement for a patient experiencing a psychotic break who had the potential to be bearing a weapon based on history and weapon ownership. As I said, our policy is what it is for a reason — shortly before I arrived at my Army hospital/duty station, a soldier presented to behavioral health with a complaint of suicidal ideation. The staff ignored protocols — undressing, line of sight — and put the patient in a closed room. That patient shot himself in the head with the weapon he brought with him. As a veteran who takes care of soldiers and veterans, I take complaints of suicidal ideation very seriously. We cannot afford to assume a patient doesn't really mean it.

Most of our behavioral health patients in the ED have been there before and know the process. If they are new to it, I explain that their safety is our first priority, and that all our protocols and procedures flow from that idea.

I attempt to reason with the patient. I have only had one incident in recent memory in which we have had to involve law enforcement for a patient experiencing a psychotic break who had the potential to be bearing a weapon based on history and weapon ownership. As I said, our policy is what it is for a reason — shortly before I arrived at my Army hospital/duty station, a soldier presented to behavioral health with a complaint of suicidal ideation. The staff ignored protocols — undressing, line of sight — and put the patient in a closed room. That patient shot himself in the head with the weapon he brought with him. As a veteran who takes care of soldiers and veterans, I take complaints of suicidal ideation very seriously. We cannot afford to assume a patient doesn't really mean it.

Most of our behavioral health patients in the ED have been there before and know the process. If they are new to it, I explain that their safety is our first priority, and that all our protocols and procedures flow from that idea.

Thank you for taking the time to answer my questions, Pixie.RN.

D.

Specializes in Telemetry.
I attempt to reason with the patient. I have only had one incident in recent memory in which we have had to involve law enforcement for a patient experiencing a psychotic break who had the potential to be bearing a weapon based on history and weapon ownership. As I said, our policy is what it is for a reason — shortly before I arrived at my Army hospital/duty station, a soldier presented to behavioral health with a complaint of suicidal ideation. The staff ignored protocols — undressing, line of sight — and put the patient in a closed room. That patient shot himself in the head with the weapon he brought with him. As a veteran who takes care of soldiers and veterans, I take complaints of suicidal ideation very seriously. We cannot afford to assume a patient doesn't really mean it.

Most of our behavioral health patients in the ED have been there before and know the process. If they are new to it, I explain that their safety is our first priority, and that all our protocols and procedures flow from that idea.

Pixie, thank you for your service, and for caring for other veterans in their very vulnerable times. ☆♡☆♡☆♡

Specializes in Med-Surg, Emergency, CEN.

I can't even. I've restarted this post and deleted it about 5 or 6 times already. Clearly the "over sharing" had a ton to do with what transpired as far as cuffs, and we don't know what was shared.

Changing a suicidal pt into a gown is mandatory at all of our local EDs. We have found needles, all kings of drugs and paraphernalia, screwdrivers or other heavy hitting tools, knives, etc, etc, etc.. The list goes on.

I agree with some of the above posters about pt and staff safety. HOWEVER, I can't even begin to fathom how much wrongness there is in not having two witnesses to document the personal belongings, giving the pt a gown and pants that fit! At least a sheet or blanket to cover up in? A straight cath?! I don't think so, Tim.

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