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I am reading this, having made my first med error today! I am now questioning my competence. I know it was an error, and that i should not beat myself up about it, but how does one get over it, and move on? Fortunately my patient is okay, but now i am lacking confidence in myself. Damn! I am a good nurse, but having made this one error....
I made my first error around the 3rd week of my orientation. Everyone told me not to worry about it and to just learn my lesson. I am not going to say that to you. I know that you are going to worry about it. I can still drum up that feeling in my psyche that I felt when I realized my mistake. Just please focus on the learning opportunity that this has provided. Give learning more power than worrying about what might have been. You are still an RN. You still got through nursing school, passed NCLEX, and got a job. We are going to be learning for the rest of our lives, and unfortunately, we will be making mistakes for the rest of our lives. (Despite the fact that our patients, coworkers, and families expect us to be invincible!:)
I just made my first med error today! I feel really bad. My patient is ok, the nurse manager spoke to me about it. This whole ordeal just makes me want to leave nursing all together because it makes me, the nurse manager and other nurses I work with realize that I am a new grad that could kill someone.
I wish I could say that I'm perfect but honestly, my mind isn't 100% clear at times when I have multiple tasks waiting to do and many patients to run to for 12 hours.
How could I expect not to make another error in the future? Maybe this is just not for me.
As a newbie, you've really got to sort out the feedback you get. You'll hear a lot about what you didn't do and what you should be doing, etc... You need to listen and then ask yourself "Do I know this already?" Oftentimes, the answer is "yes." Like when someone reprimands you about a med error - "You ALWAYS need to check!" You probably know quite well that you need to check meds carefully. You're already on it. Mentally check it off your list and put the wet noodle for self flagellation away. The person reprimanding you can't judge whether this is will be a regular problem with you or if it's a one-off honest-to-god mistake. You know better your strengths and weaknesses. There's also a lot more you'll be learning about yourself as you continue to work. What you learn is uniquely your own. Maybe you learned that the med forms you use at work are hard to read. Maybe you learned what to do if a med error happens. Maybe you learned about using narcan. Maybe you learned that no matter how hard you to try to do everything right, mistakes sometimes happen, we deal with them, however large or small the consequences, and move on.
Any nurse who claims to have never made any med error at all is not telling the truth. They are horrifying. What a scary profession, when we can have one off millisecond, and someone can die. Humans make mistakes, that is reality. We just do the best we can to minimize them, and SPEAK UP when mgt pushes more on you than is humanly possible.
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