Im not trying to gain any sympathy, I guess im just venting my frustrations. As a male nurse I have decided that nursing is just not for me and that it is time to move on. It's sad that I just graduated a little over a year ago and worked for a while in a nursing home and then for a while in the OR of a large hospital and hated every minute of it, I hated nursing period once I started working. I found nothing to like or love about it and went to work miserable and depressed every single day. I found it getting worse and worse as time went on. I had rather go back to one of my old $10/hr non nursing jobs than to put up with this crap, drama, and politics everyday and be miserable and grouchy the rest of my life. Life is too short for that. I guess it's just not what im geared for. I consider myself more of a technical minded person so I have decided to regroup and move on before I get much older. I will probably be going back to school pretty soon. Nursing has been an experience and I am proud of achieving the goal of gettning a college degree but beyond that, it's time to move on. Im tired of being PRN'd to death and having nothing. I think these companies are getting to where all they want is a bunch of PRN employees that they can use, abuse and have them work a day or two here and there so they can get out of giving them any benefits. All I heard with my last job is money money, time is money, we cant afford this and that, you need to speed up and blah blah blah. Well, I have to eat and pay bills too and two days here and there just won't cut it. I was never mean or grouchy to my patients and got tons of thank you's and great compliments about how well I took care of them and I appreciated that but beyond all that it was a whole different world.
Their might be a niche out there somewhere I could do but im not gonna spend 30 years trying to find it. Good luck to those that truly love nursing and I hope it works out well for you. We need nurses and professionals but my advice, especially to perspective nursing students it to make sure it is really what you want, or think it is before you jump in head first. Nursing is not for everybody.