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I have been in my new grad program here in NYC for about 3 months (since April). During my time in the program, on 2 occasions miscounted controlled substances (ativan and PO norco) on the Pyxsis causing discrepancies. These were both quickly alleviated (within 10 min) when I informed my charge or preceptor of the miscount and they quickly did an inventory on the pyxsis and the discrepancy went away once the actual count was made. No meds were lost and all meds were accounted for quickly. My manager has been on me each time these incidences occurred telling me im on probation and these occurrences wil look really bad on my evaluation. Also, each time I had to write an incident report as to why the discrepancy was made. These were honest miscounts. I know I should slow down, but I get really anxious at times when i'm in the med room and 3-4 nurses are waiting for me so they can get on the pyxsis. Now i'm recounting all the meds at least 3 times to make sure I get the right count. However, I am really worried about what my manager told me regarding my evaluation. I really don't know how I can redeem myself to my manager for making these mistakes.