last night, my night was good. better than my usual bad nights. for some reason i always have them. last night, actually this morning was not an exception. just when i thought i was doing better with my job. 6 am. time to give the last medications for the night. whew! what a relief. so i made my rounds. this one patient, her BP has been elevated the entire night. i kept rechecking her and i was getting in the 170s. kept paging the intern, no reply. i was able to give everyone their meds though. thats what i thought.7 am, gave the change of shift report. i was finally home, in bed ready to have a nice 3-day off. then my cellphone rings. its the hospital. i thought maybe they're calling me to work tonight since its gonna be snowing. so i didnt pick up. i let them leave a message. ill call them when i wake up. left a message. i decided to listen to the vm anyway. it was my PCC (pt care coordinator). "...We're calling about this patient X, u took care of her last night, but i cant see where u signed for the ancef that u gave to her this morning please call me back." so i searched my brain, did i give it? i called her. "Did u give her her dose of ancef this morning coz u didnt sign for it?""i think i gave it... actually im not sure..""you wanna call me back and think about it?""oh okay,. thanks thats a good idea. click."****. i dont think i gave it. i was so focused with her BP. i didnt get to check if she had meds. and i left the medication on her cassette. crap.so i called back. told her about the BP issue."But what does her pressure have anything to do with her ancef? is there any reason why you didnt give it to her?"i said the same reason."okay. bye-bye." click. this pt. came in for cellulitis. and they just changed her vanco to ancef q8h. okay. here's what i think would happen when i get back:a) i get written upb) ill get firedc) they'll let it go (0.000000000000000001%)so, here's my question/s:what happens when u get written up?what could be the worst that could happen?is there a chance i will be fired?or lose my license???im really scared. i just started my career, and now what if it ends so quickly? im not scared, im terrified.i need some advice, or anything pls. i havent slept for 50+ hours now. pls help.