Im graduating in May, so I should be excited but I'm not really, I mean not yet at least. The last semester is harder than I thought although I'm doing generally good. I'm really anxious about clinicals, I had a very tough clinical instructor and I feel like I dont even know basics (although I do), and I such clinically, like putting things together. Although I really dont wanna say negative things, she doesnt give us enough "space", I mean simple things like d/c an iv, hanging a piggyback, she follows us, or at least me; maybe because I go to her for everything coz I dont want her to give me an unsat if I dont confirm anything with her first, but at the same time, I wish I had more space, like for ex, check meds and certain more complex procedures with her, outside of the pt's room, go through so she makes sure I know my stuff and then let me do my thing, just be available if I need something. I take my time, make sure I verify everything even for the little stuff and her following me doesnt help so she thinks I am just slow, or dont know what I am doing... I have never been anxious or stressed before going to or during clinicals, always eager to learn more, and help out, take on more responsibilities, but this time, I bearely wanna learn anything else, I just wanna do exactly what I need to please my instructor and make sure she doesnt give me an unsat or an unsafe, I am missing out totally on this last semester of clinicals which is the time to practice new skills, or reinforce what we know, put everything together... anybody else feeling like that?