Published Oct 28, 2013
rngodhelpme
1 Post
Ok so it's done. I strongly considered fighting the accusations against me because I did not divert (pharmacy audit program picked up a discrepancy and I've NEVER been impaired on the job, no accusations of such either), but that in combination with a refusal to submit to a urinalysis looked incriminating. I would have been required to have an psych eval anyway, and a hair test would have come back positive. And they def would have made me submit to one. I couldn't imagine giving all of my money in savings to a lawyer that would possibly not help me, and in the end manage to find myself in the same situation.
I was in the process of applying to CRNA schools. My hopes and dreams have been shattered, but I will have to move forward with what I have and make the best of it. Perhaps I will still be able to attend grad school one day and be a nurse anesthetist.
So, I will apply for un-employment and look for jobs. I have another B.S. degree that I can perhaps put to use.
I hope I manage to get a fair IPN contract, although I believe there probably is no such thing.
RNMSN51
77 Posts
Good luck to you. We're here for support
BamaRN2004
28 Posts
I am sorry you had to join us. It breaks my heart to hear this. You should have gone and did a urine screen anyways. And received a lawyer. Lawyers do help you and get you a deal to your best interest or maybe even prove the discrespency was wrong. And you were accused for not reason.
I know when I saw my pyxis print out I almost threw up seeing what I did. I knew I did it but seeing it was so real and an eye opener for me.
I hope that this eases your mind that you self reported and hope all goes well.
Mind if I ask what state you are from? And are they going to take away your license for awhile?
I am hear to talk if you would like. I have two ears ready to listen so you can vent your frustrations. Bless you sweet one.
sallyrnrrt, ADN, RN
2,398 Posts
i am here to tell you, recovery is possible, the IPN, is do able, you may find yourself working in strange places, you never realized you would as LTC or dialysis..........but you never know you may end up liking them..........for me i used both NA & AA....... even though alcohol was not my DOC, i got more mature recovery......out of AA....just have some "tollerance"