It's official......I'm nuts

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I can't take it. I just can't take it anymore.

I check these forums everyday hoping to find someone an alum or applicant from the SFSU Nursing program. I Google all possible phrases similar to "SFSU Nursing students" to try and find someone who is in or has graduated from the program.

I found a website from the first graduating class at the Canada program (SFSU has a satellite program that people with a BA/BS can apply to - the main campus doesn’t take 2nd bach, so this program allows people to apply and earn their BSN from SFSU though classes are held at a community college in Redwood City called Canada College) and I just find myself being INSANELY jealous of them.:angryfire

I PRAY (mind you, I’m not religious) that I get in and waiting until the last week of this month or early April is EATING AT MY SOUL. :crying2:

Am I nuts? Nevermind. Don't answer that....I know the answer already, I'm just in denial. :trout:

*Sigh*

LOL. Thats an a very productive way of dealing! I have to do my spring cleaning soon! I have visitors coming! and I just dont understand how papers pile up this much. sigh sigh.

Well, I am yet another Hunter hopeful M... and we have a blackboard system for our courses where teachers post grades, study material... and where students can communicate!

Whats your blog url! share share!

Oh that's right! I did think it was Hunter but I couldn't remember. DO you know when you will find out, is Hunter like other normal nursing schools that actually gives you an idea about whats going to happen?????

I PMed you the link to the blog

Yeah! hunter will notify us no later than May 18! Got your msg! will definately check it out!

Jewelsg627 - Anything yet? I am also waiting to hear from SFSU. I thought I had read that someone had already received an acceptance on March 17th or so. She must have had a 4.0 + because it seemed like she had gotten accepted at quite a few schools. I tried to not go overboard and stalk the mailman but when he came by today I was out there within minutes. Nothing yet ***sigh**. I wait and wait. Did you apply elsewhere? I also applied to Cal State East Bay, but I won't hear until the end of May. These next months will be torture.

Jewelsg627 - well silly me. I forgot you are applying to the Canada program and I am applying to the main campus so there is probably different review boards which send letters out at different times. So I don't know when SFSU will send anything out. =( I have 3.8-3.9 in prereqs, but no second language and I only had volunteer work with the elderly as my multicultural exp. Even though I have worked for 20 years I have no healthcare related employment. Drat. Is there anyone else out there applying to San Franciso State know when they will send out letters?

Jewelsg627 - Anything yet? Did you apply elsewhere? I also applied to Cal State East Bay, but I won't hear until the end of May. These next months will be torture.

Nope. Nothin'.

However, they send out letters this week, so by next week I should know :uhoh21:

Yikes.

I didn't apply anywhere else. Foolish move, I know. :trout:

Mystiqx - Isn't is theraputic to have a clean place? It's so silly, but I really can't study unless my place is clean and in order. I think it's my OCD takin' over me....

Jewels: any word yet?

Sorry it took so long to repsond...I was on a slight hiatus. Had alot of crap to do this weekend.

Nope - no word yet. They send out letters this week, though. I should know my fate by next week.

Any word for you?

Nope. Nothin'.

I didn't apply anywhere else. Foolish move, I know. :trout:

Sigh, jewel! I feel exactly the same way you do in this post. I just kept telling myself that it could be the one!

Sorry it took so long to repsond...I was on a slight hiatus. Had alot of crap to do this weekend.

Nope - no word yet. They send out letters this week, though. I should know my fate by next week.

Any word for you?

Hey there Jewels, no word yet, the phone rang today and i saw it was a 212 area code, and then the lady on the phone had sound like the lady from the school. My heart started beating sooooo fast but then it turned out to be the eye doctor's office calling to confirm my appointment. I think i wanna cry now :bluecry1: :bluecry1: :bluecry1:

Sigh, jewel! I feel exactly the same way you do in this post. I just kept telling myself that it could be the one!

Me too, I only applied to one school, this is my only shot at this for this year. I wanna throw up half the time at the thought of not being in the program this fall :( it means i have to work at my job for yet another year with nothing going on, no future and no means to get OUT of my job!!!!:uhoh3:

:( it means i have to work at my job for yet another year with nothing going on, no future and no means to get OUT of my job!!!!:uhoh3:

My thoughts exactly.

No, seriously. That was the EXACT sentence that keeps going through my mind.

On the up side, I can pay off bills for one more year.

My thoughts exactly.

No, seriously. That was the EXACT sentence that keeps going through my mind.

On the up side, I can pay off bills for one more year.

Yeah don't I know about the bills, I'll still have to work fulltime while im in the program.

I know im not supposed to be obsessing over anything, but just now i just wanted to look longingly at my school's website, just for a fix you know ( a fix? jeeezz im out of my damn mind) anyway, I wanted just to sneak a peak to make me feel better i dunno. Well reason being my parents relationship is over, my mom threw in the towel, finially decided enough is enough, I just saw my dad for the first time in three years, he looks awful,:( my dad was unrecognizable to me, he is under major stress and he just let himself go and it just kills me to see him that way :( I just had a serious heart to heart convo with him, which has left me emotionally drained i guess. :( (sorry just had to vent a little) Anyway long story short i wanted to just look at the website (still no phone call and I think im going to start crying again :crying2:) and the website CRASHED!!!! Its just all these letters and sentences and random crap!!!!!!!!! oh the horror!!!!! :eek:

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