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Hi! I'm pretty new to this board and new to nursing I suppose! I found out what I wanted to do in nursing school: I love school nursing, I love pysch, and I especially love working in the community with people that have disabilities. When I graduated, of course being a new nurse with no technical RN experience was a struggle and I started to get discouraged. A professor recommended me for a med-surge position on a women's floor in a hospital. I knew from nursing school that I did not like med-surge. But that being said I took the job because I know you "need" hospital experience. And I will say after 3 months I have learned a lot. But the absolute truth is, I don't like it. I'm growing to hate it actually. I feel like all I do is run from room to room changing IV fluids (for the love of God, make the beeping stop!), delivering pain medication (heaven for bid I am not there on THE DOT), and making sure I chart every little thing so that at least my own butt is protected. I spend no time with my patients. I don't have any kind of relationship with them. My co-workers are...different. And by different I mean rude. And half way thru the night I find myself thinking that I just, ya know, don't really care all that much. And yes, I do work night shift BUT I was on days for about 2 months before nights and let me tell you, it was worse. Even older and experienced nurses were running around in circles trying to catch up. It's not just me! Now I see why they have had 30 people quit in a 12 month period.
I have already started applying for other jobs; jobs in pediatrician's offices, surgical centers, rehab facilities, ect. I know everyone says you HAVE TO HAVE med-surge but honestly - do you really?! If you know where your heart lies (and you know where it clearly doesn't!) do you or should you really put yourself through that just because you're "supposed" to?!