I'm getting frustrated with job hunting, one interview for a position that would not have been a good fit for me anyway. But I'm glad to have had a chance to dust off my interviewing cap.
When I was forced to leave my last job I'm sure the thinking by those who did the dirty deed was just 'go get another job" as though it were that easy. Little did they know their act may have meant the end of my career. I have a long resume', never left a job over anything to do with my performance, it was transportation issues, or a truly bad fit, poor patient care or in one case just being overwhelmed at a position and in hindsight I should have stayed.
But having a "diverse" background means its the rare employer who looks beyond dates to even put you in in the "consider" pile.
I love nursing, I truly do. The first time I worked as a nurse I was like "I cannot believe they're paying me to do this!"; and my patients seemed to like me back. I tried to stay out of unit politics, and bickering, and negative gossip because it just wasn't the type of person I am, I go to work to work, (I mean I have fun with people, I talk to them and such), but that attitude has hampered me in that I didn't develop the type of relationships that I felt I could call on to be references, then again I never thought I'd be looking for a job again, I thought I was home.
Now I'm wondering if this is the end of my nursing career. Other than the one,(well two but the second turned out to be just one question) I haven't gotten called for any interviews. I spoke with an HR rep on applications that had been dangling, who told me "if we were interested, we'd call". This call left me so discouraged and disheartened.
I don't really know what else to do? Do I call it quits on nursing, tuck my tail between my legs and walk into the sunset?
It's weird in that I seem to have some block with putting in applications, I already think about the rejection. I'm just venting because I prefer to not keep this inside, and hopefully getting it out will lift some of the haze. My vision of where I thought I'd be in nursing now and the reality are so counterpoint it makes my head spin.
Hopefully 2018 will be a better year.
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I'm getting frustrated with job hunting, one interview for a position that would not have been a good fit for me anyway. But I'm glad to have had a chance to dust off my interviewing cap.
When I was forced to leave my last job I'm sure the thinking by those who did the dirty deed was just 'go get another job" as though it were that easy. Little did they know their act may have meant the end of my career. I have a long resume', never left a job over anything to do with my performance, it was transportation issues, or a truly bad fit, poor patient care or in one case just being overwhelmed at a position and in hindsight I should have stayed.
But having a "diverse" background means its the rare employer who looks beyond dates to even put you in in the "consider" pile.
I love nursing, I truly do. The first time I worked as a nurse I was like "I cannot believe they're paying me to do this!"; and my patients seemed to like me back. I tried to stay out of unit politics, and bickering, and negative gossip because it just wasn't the type of person I am, I go to work to work, (I mean I have fun with people, I talk to them and such), but that attitude has hampered me in that I didn't develop the type of relationships that I felt I could call on to be references, then again I never thought I'd be looking for a job again, I thought I was home.
Now I'm wondering if this is the end of my nursing career. Other than the one,(well two but the second turned out to be just one question) I haven't gotten called for any interviews. I spoke with an HR rep on applications that had been dangling, who told me "if we were interested, we'd call". This call left me so discouraged and disheartened.
I don't really know what else to do? Do I call it quits on nursing, tuck my tail between my legs and walk into the sunset?
It's weird in that I seem to have some block with putting in applications, I already think about the rejection. I'm just venting because I prefer to not keep this inside, and hopefully getting it out will lift some of the haze. My vision of where I thought I'd be in nursing now and the reality are so counterpoint it makes my head spin.
Hopefully 2018 will be a better year.